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MEMORIAL 



MRS. ABIGAIL ADAMS FELT 



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Hope humbly then ; with trembling pinions soar : 
"Wait the great Teacher, Death ; and God adore ; 
What future bliss, he gives not thee to know, 
But gives that Hope to be thy blessing now." 







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PRESS OF T. R. MARVIN & SOX, 42 CONGRESS ST. 

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Dear Sisters : 

We have long learned, that the more precious 
human connections are, the severer is their disrup- 
tion. Though they may have been spent in mutual 
endeavors for temporal and spiritual edification, for 
compliance with probation's great end, they must 
soon dissolve the bonds which bind them. What 
can be more afflictive to survivors than such a sep- 
aration ? They realize, more than they can express, 
the language of the Psalmist : " Lover and friend 
hast thou put far from me, and mine acquaintance 
into darkness.'' Every heart which has tested its 
trial feels its indication in the oft-trickling tears of 
the cheek, and in the abundant sighs and sorrows 
of the soul. But this, like every wise allotment 
of Providence, has its useful purposes. " Some 
virtues are only seen in affliction." It should ren- 
der us less influenced by every wrong attraction, 
build us up in the essential proportions of Christian 
character, bring us to nearer communion with God, 



VI 

stronger love for his word, government, and service, 
and impart to us a clearer faith, that we shall re- 
ceive the welcome of the Saviour, to dwell with our 
redeemed relatives in his mansions of rest. All 
who stay their souls on Jesus, whether of this or the 
world to come, have an immutable support of hope, 
in the passage directed to the Thessalonians : 
" Christ died for us, that whether we wake or sleep, 
we should live together with him." 

When the subject of having some memento of 
our dearly beloved relative printed was mentioned, 
it was understood that there should not be a final 
disappointment in this respect. We all know how 
very welcome are the words of such departed con- 
nections on various topics, even those of every-day 
life, to our sympathies, while we do not expect it to 
be so with strangers. When, therefore, I became 
suddenly and seriously ill, lately, it was a source of 
anxiety to me that I had been engaged in other 
duty, so as not to have gotten ready for such an 
intimated engagement. As soon as somewhat re- 
covered, I immediately set about collecting vari- 
ous items, written with the pen of our dearest friend, 
whose departure we have had reason so much to 
lament. She had no anticipation that any of them 
would ever be handed around, even among her kin- 
dred. But whatever modification some of them may 



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seem to have wanted, in her opinion, they have 
received. They are, together with other similar 
concerns, presented as a means of additional com- 
munion with her to those who knew the sterling 
worth of her character. 

** How true th' esteem that's founded in desert! 
How pleasing is the tribute of the heart ! " 

Your affectionate Brother. 



MEMORIAL 



Family. — How variously is the eye of observa- 
tion met with different locations for the culture of 
domestic plants. So is that of education with the 
diversity of parentage for training up its offspring. 
The longer years and opportunities enable us to 
judge, so are we confirmed in this familiar position. 
In accordance with this topic, it may be said, Well 
did the lines of Providence fall to her, of whom 
the following notice is given. 

Mrs. Abigail Adams Felt, was the daughter of 
the Rev. John Shaw, and his wife, Elizabeth. 
Her father was son to the Rev. John Shaw, of 
Bridge water. He was a graduate from Harvard 
College, 1772, and ordained at Haverhill, Mas- 
sachusetts, March 12, 1777. He continued his 
profession here, highly esteemed for his talents, 
attainments and usefulness, till September 29, 1794, 
when he suddenly expired, aged forty-eight years, 
to the great grief of his family, friends and parish- 
ioners. In the practice of preparing scholars for 
college, he entered John Q,. Adams at his Alma 
Mater. The history of his parochial town, thus 
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t> MEMORIAL OF MRS. FELT. 

speaks of him : — " Mr. Shaw, as he is described 
in his epitaph, — A bright example of benevolence, 
meekness, patience and charity ; an able advocate 
of the religion he professed, and a faithful servant 
of the God he worshiped." 

Her mother was Elizabeth, one of three emi- 
nent daughters to the Rev. William Smith, of 
Weymouth. An extract from an obituary notice 
of Mrs. Abigail Adams, says, as to these sisters : 
" Who were each qualified, by uncommon talents 
and virtues, to fill with equal worth, the different, 
though important stations, to which they were 
afterwards called." After being bereaved of her 
first husband, she became the second wife to the 
Rev. Stephen Peabody, of Atkinson, New Hamp- 
shire. Here she was at the head of a household, 
much enlarged by both sexes, as boarders and 
students of the Academy. It was a sphere of great 
anxiety and diligence, but suited to her genius of 
correct judgment, strong intellect, cultivated facul- 
ties, and benevolent purposes. Very many were 
greatly profited by her precepts of wisdom, both in 
speech and pen. Though far from the possession 
of robust health, she followed her high course till 
April 9, 1815, when she expired, suddenly, with 
the croup, aged sixty-five years. The inscription 
on her grave-stone follows : "She was eminent for 
strength of mind, and the acquisitions of literature. 
She lived not for herself, but for the benefit of 
others and the honor of her Maker. The religion 
she professed, was exemplified in her life. Though 
dead, her memory is embalmed in the hearts of 



MEMORIAL OF MRS. FELT. 7 

many. Of her it may be said : ' Blessed are the 
dead, that die in the Lord.' " 

President John Adams writes, April 21, 1815, to 
Rev. Stephen Peabody, on her decease : " The 
translation of the beatified spirit was an euthanasia 
devoutly to be wished. With you, and your and 
my dear William and Abigail, I sympathize most 
cordially/' 

Mr. John Gtuincy Adams, then at London, wrote 
to his mother, date of June 30, 1815, as follows : — 
" My Aunt Peabody was, next to yon, one of the 
earliest and kindest friends and guardians of my 
childhood. Since that time every recollection that 
I have of her, is of acts of kindness to myself and 
to my children. The news of her decease could 
not therefore but most painfully affect me, and the 
sentiment was deepened by that of the impression 
with which I knew yon must have been affected 
by the event. But at the close of a life so blame- 
less and pure as hers, death has no sting ; and the 
consolation for the loss of a friend can never fail, 
when, as in this instance, Ave may with equal 
devotion and confidence pray, not only that our last 
end, but the whole tenor of our lives, may be like 
the relative we have lost." 

Mrs. Abigail Adams writes to Mrs. Abigail A. 
Felt, February 10, 1818, and remarks as to her 
mother : " Few persons held so eloquent a pen, 
or could find such ready access to the heart. I 
scarcely ever received a letter from her, which did 
not draw involuntary tears from my eyes. Her 
imagination was brilliant, her heart warm, her 



« MEMORIAL OF MRS. FELT. 

affections pure and ardent ; her wit and playfulness 
full of good humor, unalloyed with acrimony. To 
know her, was to love and respect her. How many 
owe to her the good seed, which she planted in 
their infant minds, and which, I doubt not, will be 
her crown of rejoicing." 

Her daughter, Mrs. Pelt, made the ensuing min- 
ute, in 1840 : " Twenty-five years ago my beloved 
mother breathed her last. The day has scarcely 
ever come round, but that I have been vividly re- 
minded of that most afflictive dispensation. Thy 
will, oh God, be done." 

So highly favored with the surroundings of her 
parentage, in the different periods of its presence to 
bless her, Mrs. Felt was born at Haverhill, March 
2, 1790. None but parental tenderness could fully 
realize why she was called Abigail, signifying, in 
its original, " The joy of the father." She had a 
brother and sister, considerably older than herself. 

The former was William Smith Shaw, born 
August 12, 1778, graduated at Harvard College, 
1798 ; was private Secretary to his uncle, Presi- 
dent John Adams ; studied law ; was Clerk of 
the United States District Court ; and a principal 
founder of the Boston Athenaeum. Long subject to 
rheumatic complaints, he died in Boston, April 25, 
1826, in his forty-eighth year. The latter was 
Elizabeth Qjjincy Shaw, born at Haverhill, 
May 26, 1780. She accompanied her mother to 
Atkinson. Here, after acquiring a valuable edu- 
cation and presenting a hopeful promise for the 
future, she expired in a consumption, September 4, 



MEMORIAL OF MRS. FELT. J 

1798, aged eighteen years. Among the many 
customs of her beneficent perseverance, as ingots of 
desirable disposition, was this, that when her daily 
recess from the Academy came round, she hastened 
home to assist her mother in the multiplied avoca- 
tions of the family. Filial obligation was more 
precious to her than pleasurable leisure. Her in- 
scription, in the grave-yard, has the following, pre- 
pared by her mother. 

What pathos in her age ! 
Ye young ; ye fair ; approach this silent grave. 
Here stop and pause, where huds of virtue clustered. 
1 She came forth like a flower and is cut down. 
But life and immortality are brought to light by the Gospel.' 



Her mother writes to her son, William, June % 
1798 : " If it is the will of Heaven to take her from 
us, you, William, will lose one of the best of sisters. 
She has all the benevolence and philanthropy of her 
father, joined with a happy, cheerful temper, and 
more discretion than is generally met with in one 
of her years." 

Her father-in-law, Rev. Stephen Peabody, writes 
to William S. Shaw, next September 4 : " About 
three quarters after six o'clock this morning, your 
dear sister Betsey was called out of time. She had 
a distressing night, but the full and clear exercise of 
reason to the last moment. She was composed, 
calm, and much resigned, and we have great occa- 
sion to hope, has left a world of perplexity for a 
world of glory. By this providence, the voice of 



10 MEMORIAL OF MRS. FELT. 

God to her surviving friends, is, 'Be ye also 
ready.' " 

Her mother writes to her son, William, January 
10, 1799 : " One object is ever present to my view. 
Her faltering accents, breathing love and gratitude ; 
her affectionate farewell ; her soul quivering upon 
her pale lips, is a scene indelibly impressed upon my 
full heart. Religion may check, but cannot stop 
the copious flood. 

1 While Faith, kind seraph, points her view 

Beyond the starry plain, 
To that bright world, where ever new, 
Immortal pleasures reign,' 

There I hope, through the mediation of a Saviour, 
she is permitted to dwell. May you, my son, like 
your sister, sincerely repent of the sins of childhood 
and youth, that in life, you may enjoy the soul's 
calm sunshine, and in the near views of death, ex- 
perience that humble, composed state of mind, 
which so much distinguished your sister's final 
exit." 

These family members, with whom Mrs. Felt 
spent her early days, were strongly endeared to her 
heart by the assiduity with which they exhibited to 
her all the tender charities of their connection. It 
was the law of their little commonwealth, and wis- 
dom was evident in its results. It became an active 
principle in her own bosom, and shed a light on 
every lot of her pilgrimage, and rendered her highly 
esteemed by numerous relatives and acquaintances. 
Thus did her habitation invariably deserve the de- 



MEMORIAL OF MRS. FELT. 11 

scription of Dry den : " Home is the sacred refuge of 
our life." 

We can hardly close this account without men- 
tioning another, who, though no relative of theirs, 
dwelt long with them, contributed much to their 
enjoyment, and shared largely in their remembrance 
and love. This was Miss Lydia Springer. She 
was an extraordinary instance of faithful, domestic 
help. She gained and preserved unshaken confi- 
dence through every part of the household and of 
her service. Mrs. Shaw wrote to her son William, 
August 29, 1810, that Lydia's lungs were in hectical 
state. She adds : " Should she be taken from us, 
it would be to me an irreparable loss. But I believe 
she will inherit the promises, laid up for the meek 
and the pure in heart. Her habits, and the cheerful, 
even temper of her mind, always seemed to harmo- 
nize with the spirit of the Gospel. She was inter- 
ested in each one's joy and sorrow. She prayed and 
wept and felt for all." Lydia contentedly spent 
her life with Mrs. Shaw, at Haverhill and at Atkin- 
son, and then in the family of Mrs. Felt, where she 
died in Boston, of a long consumption, January 7, 
1837, aged seventy-three years. There is cause to 
believe, that her integrity was founded on the Rock 
of Ages, and that she rose to hear for herself from 
his mouth, ' Well done, enter into my kingdom ! ' 

Physical Constitution. — The strength of Mrs. 
Felt was never robust. The portion she had, when 
arrived at years of discretion, continued to improve, 
from her judicious acquaintance with family medi- 



12 MEMORIAL OF MRS. FELT. 

cine, which was of frequent use to herself and those 
around her. Turns of sickness were more frequent 
and severe, in the former part of her life, than sub- 
sequently. On several occasions, her complaints 
seemed as harbingers of her approaching end. 
While yet an infant, that she might avoid the infec- 
tion of the small-pox, then dreaded far more than 
since the discovery of its remedy, her parents sor- 
rowfully consented for her to be numbered with a 
large class of patients in the border hospital. Here 
she was protected and nursed by Miss Lydia 
Springer, who had been her chief attendant. She 
suffered much, and, after the usual time, she was 
thankfully received by her parents, whose anxiety 
could only be expressed by those of like experience. 
Among the complaints endured by Mrs. Felt, were 
those of the neuralgic and rheumatic kinds, from 
youth to her decease. She had frequent reason to 
adopt the words of the Psalmist, " O Lord, heal me, 
for my bones are vexed." When visited with such 
trials, she would speak of them as monitors : 

" Timely they come to wean us from this earth." 

Still she constantly manifested exemplary pa- 
tience and unusual pleasantness of deportment. 
She had so trained herself to endure and improve 
extraordinary physical suffering, that while the most 
in like affliction resorted to the sick chamber, she 
continued to discharge what she considered calls 
upon her attention and action. 

Of several occasions, in which her health suffered, 
were the following. Her mother writes to her son, 



MEMORIAL OF MRS. FELT. 13 

William, under November 6, 1797, that Abby, a 
fortnight since, had her left eye very much injured 
with a pair of scissors in the hands of a careless 
acquaintance. "I suffered more anxiety than I let 
you know. I was fearful that her eye was ruined." 
The mother informs the son, under October 28, 1798, 
that she is preparing to carry Abby to board at An- 
dover, so as to wait on the medical attendance of 
Dr. Kittredge for a broken arm. 

The same parent writes to the son, under date of 
June 23, 1803. " I think you cannot but join with 
me in gratitude to Heaven, for the recovery of your 
sister's health. Mr. Peabody thought last winter, 
that she would not live for the return of another 
spring. But she is now much better than I have 
known her since your dear sister Betsey's death, for 
it has appeared to me that she has been languishing 
ever since." 

Of themes for consoling meditation with her, 
while so afflicted, in later life, were such passages 
as this : " O bless our God, ye people ; who holdeth 
our souls in life, and suffereth not our feet to be 
moved." 

Education. — Of this, in its proper import, as an 
acquisition to increase knowledge, and apply it in all 
the physical, literary, moral and religious concerns 
of life, Mrs. Felt was early taught to entertain a 
high estimation. Her constant presence with many 
relatives and others, who experimentally and prac- 
tically knew the nature of such a possession, tended 
to confirm its value in her own mind. It was often 



14 MEMORIAL OF MRS. FELT. 

the substance of her remark, with due allowance for 
our dependence on the aid of divine grace, 

• ' That all the pious duties which we owe 

Our parents, friends, our country and our God, 

The seeds of every virtue here below, 

From discipline alone and early culture, grow." 

Of her opportunities to learn, was that at the 
Academy, where she resided. But such was her 
lack of health in early life, she was detained at 
home and depended largely upon the tuition of her 
mother, who was well qualified for the office. In 
reference to her benefit from this source, she would 
thus substantially express it : 

" And thou, whose pious and maternal care, 
The substitute of heavenly Providence, 
"With tenderest love my orphan life did rear." 

Her temperament was more fitted to this position, 
than to one of a public kind. Her sensitive and 
diffident qualities of constitution led her through 
life to suppose, that she had far less power and 
attainments, than she really possessed. Hence it 
was a relief and encouragement for her to make her 
recitations, and express her thoughts freely, before 
one who knew her worth, sympathized with her 
depressions, and encouraged her hopes. The speci- 
mens of her first efforts discover, that she made 
much of time and opportunity for improvement. 
Her careful preservation of them, as well as of 
almost every other work from her hand, in connec- 
tion with more decided indications, discovers, that 



MEMORIAL OF MRS. FELT. 15 

she had naturally a desire to compare the elements 
of progress, and strong characteristics of the anti- 
quary. 

Mrs. Abigail Adams, of Q,uincy, writes to William 
S. Shaw, October 10, 1808. "Your good sister is 
with her, (your aunt Cranch who is sick,) adminis- 
tering to her comfort. A dear amiable girl she is. 
You do not know her worth." 

Two quotations from her mother's letters to her 
son, follow. 

Under November 15, 1809, speaking of a visit 
made by Abby to her cousin, Mrs. Craige, of Cam- 
bridge, she says, that her daughter, when there, 
highly appreciates the rural scenery and literary 
advantages. She adds: "I do not wish her, if she 
possessed the requisites, to shine or be the belle of 
gay circles. It is a dangerous pre-eminence. No. 
It is to study household good. By gentleness add 
lustre to every domestic virtue. This be the female 
dignity and praise." 

Under June 2, 1810. "I thank you for Mr. 
Adams's most excellent lectures. As to me, I am 
so far advanced in life, that I must be content, if I 
can retain the ideas, the sentiment, the soul of an 
author. But your sister, when she is delighted with 
a book, is not satisfied with this alone. She covets 
the appendages, the drapery, the ornamental parts, 
which often render the original more particularly 
pleasing. She values and treasures them together 
in her memory. May this literary deposit be a fund 
which, in future life, she may draw upon, and thus 



16 MEMORIAL OF MRS. FELT. 

be supplied with profitable topics of conversation 
and means of improvement." 

Her taste for literature, particularly of the belles- 
lettres branch, was very early developed. She in- 
herited from her father an extraordinary memory, 
which rendered her extensive acquisitions of knowl- 
edge easy and permanently at her call and applica- 
tion. It was often pleasant to hear relatives and 
acquaintances, of no common intelligence them- 
selves, refer to her decision, questions in chronology, 
biography, history and poetry. It was equally 
agreeable to perceive the ease, quickness, accuracy 
and modesty with which she complied with their 
requests. Though her taste for knowledge was 
classical and strong, yet so far as she perceived it 
deny the wisdom of Christ, she accounted it as the 
lack of understanding, and ruinous to all who served 
it as their idol. She harmonized with the subse- 
quent passages. 

" But knowledge is as food, and needs no less 
Her temp'rance over appetite, to know- 
In measure what the mind may well contain ; 
Oppresses else with surfeit, and soon turns 
Wisdom to folly." 

" The wisdom of this world is foolishness with 
God ; for it is written, He taketh the wise in their 
own craftiness." 

Marital Miscellany. — The subject of our me- 
moir was married to Joseph B. Felt, a native of 
Salem, Massachusetts, September 16, 1818. Their 
acquaintance commenced when he became a boarder 



MEMORIAL OF MRS. FELT. 17 

in her mother's family, and a member of the 
Atkinson Academy. She entered on so important 
a position with no trifling motives and purposes. It 
was a matter which she had carefully considered in 
the light of both human and divine instruction. 
She regarded it as an institution of great benefi- 
cence to its participants and society, while regulated 
by Gospel principles, but sadly the reverse when 
assumed with selfish and vicious intentions. 

" Marriage the happiest bond, when hearts agree." 

It was her persevering prayer and endeavor to 
discharge the obligations which this new kindred 
laid upon her. 

For the duties of her office, she was thoroughly 
educated. If called to discharge them, there was 
consciousness of preparation. A time of calamity 
came. But our Heavenly Father interposed the 
arm of his protection, saying, As thy day, so shall 
thy strength be. After several days of most dis- 
tressing delay, being June 22, 1823, the lifeless 
birth was effected. The mother, having endured a 
violent fever, was almost miraculously recovered. 
Injury then received was an additional cause of 
her subsequent accumulated pains. She bore the 
affliction with Christian fortitude. Though from 
such trials, sorrows continuously returned to her 
soul, the light of hope in Christ tempered them 
with greater consolations. In reference to this 
event, Mrs. Elizabeth S. Foster, of Boston, writes to 
Mrs. Abigail A. Felt, under August 22, 1823 : " God 
has been better to us than we poor, feeble, short- 
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18 MEMORIAL OF MRS. FELT. 

sighted beings could perceive. How many times, 
dear Abby, I fixed your pillow, thinking it would 
be the last thing I should be permitted to do for 
you." Mrs. Felt afterwards wrote to a relative : "I 
was slowly recovering from one of the most dis- 
tressing confinements that ever woman endured and 
lived. It was through the mercy of a gracious 
God that I was sustained and experienced consola- 
tions which the world can neither give nor take 
away." While anticipating the birth of her lost 
daughter, she considered her peril, and set her house 
in order. Lest it should prove her own death, she 
had the inheritance from her mother secured to her 
husband, and provision made for the support of 
Lydia, her well-tried domestic. In this manner, 
she exhibited affection, prudence, and justice, which 
strikingly ran out into all the periods and lines of 
her life. Thus 

" Pleas' d remembrance builds delight on woe." 

Owing to the prudent provision of her mother, 
from property long in their family, Mrs. Felt brought 
some annual income towards the support of her 
domestic expenses. She continued such aid in the 
most attractive manner. Nor was this generous 
bearing in the least relaxed, when the decease of 
her brother was the sad occasion of supplying us 
with an economical competency. Her desire to 
help bless the sphere in which she moved, lifted 
her above any exactions or reflections, which im- 
perfect nature is too apt, upon indiscreet sallies of 
temper, to make repulsive accompaniments of pro- 



MEMORIAL OF MRS. FELT. 19 

perty so dispensed. From no indication in her 
word, look, or demeanor, could it have been inferred 
that she had contributed so much as a single mill 
towards the pecuniary support of her household. 
Such modesty, wisdom and liberality, rendered the 
benefit more happy in its impressions on the mind 
and heart, most within their influence, than in its 
individual value, and its giver more esteemed and 
endeared as years rolled away. Waller has well 
said : 

" But he that does a noble nature show, 
Obliging others, still does higher grow ; 
For virtue practic'd such an habit gives, 
That among men he like an angel lives." 

In her systematic charities to connections and 
acquaintances, who needed aid to eke out their 
scanty supplies, she was discreet, silent, and liberal. 
As this action was evidently not for display nor 
applause, but from the power of conscious obliga- 
tion, it secured to her hearty thanks and lasting 
regard. 

After the decease of her brother, in 1826, she 
manifested her appreciation for public literature, as 
she long had for it at her own fireside. He left in 
the Boston Athenaeum, of which he was one of the 
principal founders, a rich collection of tracts, coins, 
and other property, valued at about ten thousand 
dollars. In the settlement of his estate, connected 
with an application from the Trustees of that Insti- 
tution, that such property might be presented to it, 
she liberally, in consent with her husband, granted 



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their request. She preferred that in this way the 
name of her brother, who, while alive, had gen- 
erously assisted her, should be more agreeably asso- 
ciated with the establishment, and hold a higher 
grade on the list of its pecuniary benefactors. 

Her intercourse with her husband's relatives, as 
well as her own, was on the eminent basis of 
Gospel reciprocity, and thus infused benevolence 
and harmony. In this way, she was a stranger to 
the mortifying and painful occasions of apology, 
and enjoyed the heartfelt perception of being a 
peacemaker. Such deportment was met with its 
indispensable return of marked respect and attach- 
ment. 

However noticeably tasteful and properly eco- 
nomical in her dress, and always seasonably neat 
in her person, there was no sign of vanity or undue 
estimation of apparel. While she complied with 
fashion, duly regulated, she invariably felt that the 
correctly educated mind and the dutifully governed 
heart and life, were incomparably more important 
than all the beaux mondes that ever existed. 

With regard to the pleasant impression, made on 
every correct observer by the orderly household, it 
was occasioned as an incident of Mrs. Felt's do- 
mestic system, and not particularly sought as an 
end. In the whole compass of her abode, there 
was nothing to intimate that it was the free quarters 
of loiterers and triflers, who make no shelter for the 
storm, nor provision for the morrow. Its employ- 
ments were sufficient to occupy burthensome 



MEMORIAL OF MRS. FELT. 21 

leisure, and while it afforded industry for health, as 
well as for economy, it was liberal in its allowance 
for improvement of mind and heart. The look 
around denoted that the effect was not without a 
cause. 

"But taste corrects, by one etherial touch, 
What seems too little, and what seems too much ; 
Marks the fine point where each consenting part 
Slides into beauty with the ease of art." 

Though possessing but a small share of muscular 
strength and health, still Mrs. Felt, by unbroken 
and judicious order, and fixed application and oppor- 
tunity, brought much to pass in her domestic calls. 
The unusual and beneficial manner in which these 
common concerns were done, often brought them to 
notice and remark, when, but for that, they would 
not be mentioned. This was so with various handi- 
works of Mrs. Felt. Early taught that it was no 
small matter to be acquainted with the skill of fur- 
nishing family supplies, such as hosiery and linen, 
she perseveringly took pleasure in the practice, 
though the invention of art abundantly furnished 
less durable articles of a similar description. She 
derived no small pleasure from retaining, with her 
long association of preference, that her habitation 
should preserve the industrial customs of her 
parental ancestors as of some classic memorials. 
Few individuals, who have diligently and usefully 
spent life, have made more valuable garments for 
themselves and others around them, than she was 
enabled to turn off in her long and steady employ- 
ment. While her industry was not like that of 



22 MEMORIAL OF MRS. FELT. 

Dorcas, as to its occasion, still it resembled it in 
perseverance, abundance, and usefulness. 

" All is the gift of industry ; whate'er 
Exalts, embellishes, and renders life 
Delightful." 

The course of word and action, which leads to 
the best and longest enjoyment of social life, is a 
gem of incalculable worth. Without compromising 
the right of any question, it neither yields the truth 
nor acts a deceitful part, to palm deception on the 
person present, in order to secure his favor. Such 
a consistent course was remarkably attributable to 
the subject before us. Often she would be claimed 
by different individuals as their particular friend, as 
she really was, while they had no regard for each 
other. .She long communed with them in good 
will, but kept clear of the evil report. She partook 
of the fruit with them at the plant, but was careful 
not to come in contact with the thorns. 

"A prudence, undeceiving, undeceiv'd, 
That nor too little nor too much believ'd, 
That scorned unjust suspicion's coward fear, 
And without weakness knew to be sincere." 

Even individuals, who fail to follow the line of 
truth exactly, in all its particulars as well as gener- 
als, are hardly willing to be accounted deficient 
in morality. But they will perceive, especially if 
young people be around them, that their error in 
conversation will be imitated, and an evil commu- 
nication become followed, unless they reform. It 
may be observed, these exemplars are only in sport. 



MEMORIAL OF MRS. FELT. 23 

But no such diversion can ever compensate for the 
evil of their being accounted careless of veracity or 
of making others the recipients of so pernicious a 
habit. In guarding against such an abuse, the 
subject of our memoir was perseveringly very 
exact. She meant what she said. To those of 
every age and circumstance, her word was sure as a 
bond. 

" And truth, plain truth, is welcome to the wise." 

Hospitality. — This, well regulated, is no ordi- 
nary blessing to the minister, people and strangers. 
It requires various qualifications in his wife, which, 
collectively taken, are of great price. They were 
eminently possessed and modestly manifested by 
Mrs. Felt. A result of this was, that she had an 
unusual share of guests, always comfortably and 
agreeably entertained. Her particular attention to 
the entertainment of children, who were among her 
visitants, secured to her their long attachment, as an 
elder and worthy friend. For the large collections 
of people, to which her husband was not unfre- 
quently exposed, she directed preparations without 
calling in special assistance. Her female friends of 
the parish expected a different course. But availing 
herself of the experience, learned from the example 
of her mother, making her arrangements in season 
as to the articles needed, and using the help she 
had, in the best direction, the result of her exertion 
was in acceptable style, both for sustenance and 
appearance. With a similar merit of commenda- 
tion was she enabled to conduct her household 



24 MEMORIAL OF MRS. FELT. 

affairs all through her marital life. When placed 
in the balance of comparison, the inference may be 
fairly drawn, that in the treatment of strangers, she 
was excelled by none and equaled by few. The 
passage in Proverbs, " She looketh well to the ways 
of her household," had a deserved application to 
her practice. 

Christian Concerns. — Prom the first of her 
ability to understand the nature of personal religion, 
Mrs. Felt enjoyed the inestimable privilege of hav- 
ing it set before her as the pearl of great price, by 
parental affection. Many were the volumes of her 
perusal, which discharged the like office. Enabled 
by the Holy Spirit to perceive, that such instruction, 
as based on the Gospel, was " worthy of all accept- 
ation," and that, while this inspired dispensation 
required repentance and faith, her heart was not a 
stranger to these Christian duties, she was obligated 
to confess Christ as her only Saviour. This solemn 
service she performed, May 17, 1812, and thus be- 
came a member of the Atkinson Church. Of the 
ordinance she made the following record : " This 
day, with humble confidence in God, and trust in 
my divine Redeemer, I joined myself to the Church 
of Christ in this place. May God in his infinite 
mercy grant, that I may never do any thing unwor- 
thy of my Christian profession, but that I may walk 
worthy of the statutes of the Lord my God blame- 
less." The duty, so performed, she always consid- 
ered most solemnly obligatory on all, of every condi- 
tion in life ; justly requiring of its participants belief 



MEMORIAL OF MRS. FELT. 25 

ill Jesus, and obedience to his commands, through 
help of the Holy Ghost. She steadily took part in 
its observance, and prayerfully desired, that it might 
be increasingly a savor of life to her own soul, and 
all others of its professors. 

" Touch' d by the Cross, we live ; — 

That touch, with charm celestial, heals the soul 
Diseas'd, drives pain from guilt, lights life in death, 
Turns earth to heaven, to heavenly thrones transforms 
The ghastly ruins of the mouldering tomb." 

While conscientious and religious in her motives 
and actions, she was diffident in her professions of 
Christianity, of her attainments in its instructions 
and in compliance with its public commands. Her 
mind was richly and increasingly stored with select 
and pious productions in poetry and prose, which 
she frequently recalled, to illustrate conversation, 
amuse and improve lonely hours, and assist medita- 
tions of sickness. 

It was long her habit to keep on hand a stock of 
books, beneficial in precept and principle, as gifts to 
persons both old and young, that they might prove 
as guides for the recipients to divine knowledge 
and blessing. 

While occupied at sewing or knitting, which re- 
ceived a liberal allowance of her time, she invariably 
had the Bible near her, and such hymns as come 
from authors, like Watts, for reference to confirm her 
memory of passages, or to acquire other new ones. 
Her communion with God for growth in grace, pre- 
paration for his holy will, and especially for an 



26 MEMORIAL OF MRS. FELT. 

exchange of worlds, was frequent and devout. Her 
experience sympathized with the passage, 

" In every storm, that either frowns or falls, 
What an asylum has the soul in prayer ! " 

Diary Extracts. — The following extracts are 
from the diaries of many valuable thoughts, as keep- 
sakes of a departed, but still very precious friend. 

" Boston, May 6, 1838. During the interim of 
divine service, we went into the Sabbath school. 
Here we saw from two to three hundred children, 
training up, may it be for God and heaven. It is a 
delightful sight. How enlarged are the privileges 
of religious instruction now enjoyed by the rising 
generation? May they be duly appreciated and 
improved." 

" 7. In the afternoon, attended a female prayer 
meeting. It was pleasant to my soul. Lord be 
pleased to open the door of my lips, and my mouth 
shall show forth thy praise. Grant that the series 
of meetings, now held here, may be for our growth 
in grace and every Christian virtue. In the evening, 
I was at the monthly concert of prayer, for the 
conversion of the heathen world. Interesting state- 
ments were made from the missionaries at Madras. 
It is painful to be told, that some of the schools 
there must be suspended for want of funds. May 
needed contributions be cast into the treasury of 
the Lord." 

" 10. My head ached all day. May these light 
afflictions work out for us an eternal weight of glory." 

" 12. Rode out of the city, and took tea in the 



MEMORIAL OF MRS. FELT. 27 

afternoon with a relative. She has every earthly 
comfort, but cherishes no hope of a blessed immor- 
tality. May her heart be renewed and her soul 
redeemed." 

" 17. Walked for exercise. Met a throng, absorb- 
ed in their various cares. There is cause to fear, 
that but a small proportion of them are as much 
engaged for the incorruptible heritage." 

21. One of the body, now signified, having re- 
turned to her house on a visit, the remark follows : 
" The delegation of anti-slavery ladies caused a great 
deal of excitement in Philadelphia ; so much so, that 
they were surrounded by a mob of fifteen or twenty 
thousand, and their lives were in jeopardy. The 
Pennsylvania Hall, for free discussion, just finished 
and dedicated, which cost forty-five thousand dol- 
lars, was purposely and entirely consumed. Lord, 
be pleased to restrain the evil passions of men." 

" 28. In the afternoon attended a Tract meeting 
at Spring Lane Vestry. Heard very interesting ac- 
counts of the good done by these little messengers 
of salvation, and also, by the faithful remarks of 
their distributors." 

" 29. At eleven o'clock, heard addresses from the 
Prison Discipline Society, and a report from its Sec- 
retary. Forty boys, neatly attired in uniform, from 
the Farm School, were introduced. Had not the 
hand of benevolence provided for them a refuge 
from the vicious habits, to which they were greatly 
exposed, it is very likely that they would have 
helped swell the number of the State Prison convicts. 
But now their prospect is far more hopeful. Under 



28 MEMORIAL OF MRS. FELT. 

salutary education, they promise to be useful mem- 
bers of society." 

"June 3. Our communion season. O Lord, be 
pleased to sanctify these precious services to my 
soul. May I be spiritually sustained by faith in 
Christ ; love him more, and serve him better, than I 
ever yet have ; grow in grace, spiritual wisdom and 
understanding." 

" 9. Another week is gone. My days and weeks 
are hastening to a close. Lord grant, that I may 
so number them as to apply my heart unto wisdom." 

" 13. Still very warm. It has been intensely so 
for the space of five days. Some rain, thunder and 
lightning. O Lord, thou sendest thy showers of 
blessings down to fertilize the land. O, that men 
would praise and bless thy holy name, for all thy 
mercies towards them." » 

" 30. Thus another month is fled, no more to 
return. How have I improved its fleeting moments ? 
Lord, thou knowest. For Christ's sake, pardon and 
help me spend the remainder of my probation more 
faithfully to thy honor and glory." 

" July 4. Rose very early. While walking, was 
amused with preparations for celebrating our Nation's 
political independence. Could we celebrate a free- 
dom, throughout the earth, from vice, immorality, 
irreligion and infidelity, it would be a theme which 
glorified saints and sinless angels would delight to 
commemorate. God our Saviour will have all men 
to be saved and come unto the knowledge of the 
truth. 1 Tim. ii. 3, 4." 

August 5. Having suffered protractedly and been 



MEMORIAL OF MRS. FELT. 29 

seriously indisposed, the writer notices: "Had a 
most refreshing rain. The dry and parched earth 
exceedingly needed its moisture. The Lord metes 
out his mercies according to our necessities. How 
should our hearts expand and rise to him in love 
and thankfulness for all our enjoyments. They are 
new every morning. Great is thy faithfulness." 

" 12. Heard a sermon on our indebtedness to God. 
Were it not for the mediation of our dear Saviour, 
we should all be utterly insolvent. Blessed be his 
name ; whosoever trusts in his atoning blood, shall 
in no wise fail of being freely and fully ransomed." 

" September 8. Went in the cars to Salem, in 
about forty minutes. A very pleasant jaunt. We 
visited sister Susan. Every thing reminded me of 
dear mother. The house, the rooms, the furniture >. 
all unchanged and in the same position ; while she, 
who long spread happiness through them, was not 
there. I trust, that she dwells in a mansion of 
bliss, where all tears are wiped away and the weary 
at rest." 

" 18. This day, I have been married twenty-two 
years. I can surely say, goodness and mercy have 
followed me all the days of my life. It is from 
God, whence all my blessings flow." 

" 22. Again has my heavenly Father brought me 
mercifully to the close of another week. Have his 
various benefits led me to love him more purely and 
strongly, and serve him more faithfully ? He is the 
searcher of all hearts. He needs no counsellor on 
this inquiry." 

" 29. Another week has elapsed. Time hurries 

4 



30 MEMORIAL OF MRS. FELT. 

on with resistless pace. Soon my days will be 
numbered and finished. Lord, so teach me to num- 
ber my days on earth, that, clad with thy right- 
eousness, I may be prepared to spend an eternity 
with thee." 

October 9. A sick friend having visited her, has 
the remembrance : " Oh that she may be prepared to 
die and stand in judgment, trusting entirely in the 
merits and mercies of a crucified Redeemer." 

November 5. Referring to her neuralgic suffer- 
ings : " Oh Lord, may these infirmities of the flesh 
bring me nearer to thee ; draw my affections more 
from earthly objects and place them more strongly 
upon thyself." 

" 12. Heard Mr. Combe, a gentleman from Scot- 
land, this evening. His subject was mental educa- 
tion. His manner was prepossessing, and his ideas 
entertaining and the fruit of deep thought." 

" £5. Mr. Felt, very unexpectedly called to preach 
at the Charlestown Insane Hospital, I accompanied 
him. The ride, it being moonlight, was very 
pleasant. While melancholy, that so large a col- 
lection were bereft of their reason, the feeling was 
much relieved by their comfortable situation, their 
serious respect for the Gospel, the great balm for 
human woe, and their being privileged with the 
constant and best means for restoration." 

"December 14. This day, a year ago, my mother 
Felt died, aged seventy-three. Her departure has 
been a great affliction to me. Few daughters-in-law 
ever loved a mother, so related, more than I did her. 
My friends and relatives are so few, that when one 



MEMORIAL OF MRS. FELT. 31 

is taken away, it leaves a wound, which time and 
the consolations of religion only can heal." 

'-'- 22. Probation hastens to a close. They who 
improve and who abuse it, are alike carried forward 
to that ' bourne whence no traveler ever returns.' 
Oh that men would be wise, and seek the Lord 
while he is to be found." 

" 25. Christmas. We attended Episcopal worship. 
Heard Mr. Stone, from the text, ' What think ye of 
Christ ? ' An excellent discourse. Had a very happy 
Christmas." 

" 1839. January 1. Another year has commenced. 
Oh Lord, through thy grace, may I spend it more 
devotedly in thy service, than any of those gone, 
never to return. May I always realize that thou, 
God, seest me ; be circumspect in all my thoughts, 
words and actions, and feel that I should be thy 
servant, wholly and altogether. Aid me to do good 
and communicate, as I have opportunity and ability, 
and glorify thee as the great end of my being." 

"13. Heard a sermon to Sabbath school children. 
Text, l A wise son maketh a glad father.' Here 
was a large number of interesting children, early 
taught the fear of the Lord, which is the beginning 
of wisdom, and the knowledge of the Lord, which 
is understanding. When I consider the privilege of 
parents to train up their offspring for God, as among 
their highest duties, and, if well done, of the richest 
sources whence flow their immortal joys, it saddens 
me, that none ever called me mother. A dear one, 
now I trust beholding the face of its Saviour in 
heaven, was once like to address me in such attrac- 



32 MEMORIAL OF MRS. FELT. 

tive tone. But He who doth all things best, cut 
short the expectation. 

" Visited the Blind Asylum. Found a crowd of 
spectators. The exhibition was gratifying. It 
showed that the scholars were enabled by their 
privileges to practice many useful arts, to which 
they would have been strangers, had they not been 
favored with such instruction. It thus indicated, 
that the philanthropists who promoted such insti- 
tutions have eminently succeeded to multiply the 
means of usefulness and enjoyment among the class, 
whose lamentation runs from the pen of Milton. 

« Thus with the year 
Seasons return, but not to me returns 
Day, or the sweet approach of ev'n or morn, 
Of sight or vernal bloom, or summer's rose, 
Or flocks, or herds, or human face divine ; 
But cloud instead, and ever- during dark 
Surrounds me, from the cheerful ways of men 
Cut off, and for the book of knowledge fair 
Presented with a universal blank, 
• Of nature's works to me expung'd and ras'd, 
And wisdom at one entrance quite shut out.' " 

" February 24. Lord, I attend thy sanctuary, and 
hear devotional services and profitable discourses. 
But am I spiritually wiser and better for these ad- 
vantages ? Grant that my heart and life may be so 
improved as to afford an affirmative reply. Help 
me to live every day, as if it were to be my last. 
When all my days are numbered and finished, may 
I be permitted to stand around thy throne, clad in 
the righteousness of my Lord and Saviour, Jesus 
Christ." 



MEMORIAL OF MRS. FELT. 33 

'•'- March 2. This evening brings me to my forty- 
ninth year. It seems hardly possible, that I can be 
so far advanced in life. But so it is. When I refer to 
the past of my experience, I can truly say, Goodness 
and mercy have followed me all the days of my life." 

"21. Equinoctial storm. I need be very indus- 
trious to prevent ennui. I am daily alone, most of 
the time. Were it not for discipline of my mind, 
resources in myself, regular arrangements of my 
time and employments, and especially communion 
with my God, — I should be uncomfortable indeed. 
With such means, I am enabled to learn, that in 
whatsoever state I am, therewith to be content." 

" 22. Attended a temperance meeting. God 
grant, that the triumphs of this reform may spread 
through our land, and that we may never again be 
called a nation of drunkards." 

" 24:. Attended meeting all day. O Lord, how 
thankful should I be, that I am enabled to wait upon 
thee so constantly in the sanctuary. Thy mercies 
are new unto me every morning ; great is thy faith- 
fulness." 

" April 13. A very sad event, as to one of our next 
neighbors, this morning. Mr. Curtis, an agent of 
the Worcester Railroad Company, was mortally 
wounded, while looking out of a car, when in rapid 
motion under the Washington street bridge. He 
survived only an hour. In the midst of life, we are 
in death. Lord, so teach me to number my days, 
that I may apply my heart unto wisdom." 

" 16. Susan, in carrying out my tea tray, dropped 
it, and its contents became one broken mass. This 



34 MEMORIAL OF MRS. FELT. 

is the second time that she has been instrumental 
of such an occurrence. It is requisite for house- 
keepers to be forbearing, but still they are sometimes 
severely tried. I find it very needful that there 
should be, at least occasionally,, a practical applica- 
tion of the petition, Lord, enable me to possess my 
soul in patience." 

" September 11. On my way home from a walk, 
I came near being killed. A shop window, put up 
for its paint to dry, was violently blown on to my 
temple, and threw me off from the side-walk under 
a horse and wagon. Some person assisted me up 
and into a store. Here I applied some water to the 
part which was injured and much swollen. A car- 
riage took me home, in a very different condition 
from that in which I was a short time before. 
Gratitude to God expanded my heart, that I was no 
more seriously hurt. My face is very much dis- 
colored, and one of my eyes was closed for three 
days. We do not always perceive why we are 
afflicted, but we can safely leave its explanation to 
our omniscient Father, who governs the world with 
infinite wisdom. May he sanctify this trial to my 
soul and for his glory." 

" October 6. The first Sabbath, since my temple 
was bruised, that I have been able to attend public 
worship. Partook of the Lord's supper. I trust 
that, in some humble degree, I have taken part in 
the privileges of this holy day, as a disciple of 
Christ should." 

" 26. Another week has closed on this gay, bus- 
tling world. Though millions of its survivors make 



MEMORIAL OF MRS. FELT. 35 

no preparation for the better portion of eternity, 
they are rapidly borne forward to the judgment-seat, 
where the decision will be made, from which their 
temporal excuses can obtain no appeal." 

" November 28. We spent Thanksgiving day at 
sister Osgood's of Salem. It was the scene of much 
social enjoyment. But as a shadow upon its light, 
was the frequent recurrence of memory, that just 
two years ago we were called to take our farewell 
of mother Felt,* on her dying bed. Still we had 
dear relatives and friends, abundant privileges and 
mercies, to bless the present life, and justly com- 
mand the renewed consecration of our all to the 
supreme Source of every good and perfect gift." 

"December 1. I am once more permitted to be- 
hold the commencement of winter. Whether this 
will ever be allowed me again, thou, God, knowest. 
If so, may I live more devotedly to thee, than I 
ever have. If not, may I die unto thee." 

" 28. Engaged all day in reading to my dear 
husband, who is confined with sickness. Lord, 
help me so to act my part in these probationary 
scenes, as that when they close, I may, through the 
infinite merits of my blessed Redeemer, rise to the 
perfect life and blessedness of his kingdom." 

" 1840. January 16. Intelligence reached Boston, 
that the steamer Lexington, with one hundred and 
seventy persons on board, mostly passengers, sailed 
from New York at three o'clock, P. M., for Stoning- 
ton, was burnt to the water's edge and sunk. Only 

* Mother died December 14, 1839. 



36 MEMORIAL OF MRS. FELT. 

three were saved. The tidings spread a gloom over 
the whole aspect of the public. 

1 Oft our most sanguine view th' event deceives, 
And veils in sudden grief the smiling ray.' 

" Such calamities should impressively and effectu- 
ally teach us our momentary exposure to death, and 
our obligation to keep our lamps trimmed and burn- 
ing, in readiness for the appearance of our Lord and 
Master in the allotments of his judgment." 

" March 2. Fifty years since I was born ! How 
much of the perfect duty have I omitted, which I 
should have performed. Father, grant me pardon 
for the past and help for time to come. May the 
Comforter aid me to spend the remainder of my 
days, few or many, more faithfully to thine honor 
and glory. 

« Each moment on the former shuts the grave. 
While man is growing, life is in decrease ; 
And cradles rock us nearer to the tomb. 
Our birth is nothing but our death begun ; 
As tapers waste, that instant they take fire.' " 

"April 2. Fast day. Attended meetings, forenoon 
and afternoon. It appears to be a time of remarka- 
ble refreshing from the presence of the Lord. He 
is doing great and marvelous works, whereof we 
should be glad. Unusual attention to religion pre- 
vails in Boston. Revivals are reported from almost 
every part of the world. May this year be indeed 
one of the right hand of the Most High." 

"May 3. It was our communion. O that these 



MEMORIAL OF MRS. FELT. 37 

precious seasons may be sanctified more and more 
to my soul." 

" 10. Sickness prevented my attendance on pub- 
lic worship. This is the privation of much spiritual 
enjoyment to me, who have been seldom kept from 
the courts of the Lord. May the thoughts of my 
mind and the meditations of my heart be acceptable 
in thy sight, O God, my strength and my Re- 
deemer." 

"16. We saw Walker's exhibition of tulips at the 
Public Garden. There were thousands of them, of 
various sizes and colors. They were exceedingly 
beautiful. Oh ! Lord, how manifold are thy works ; 
in wisdom hast thou made them all. The inventive 
genius of man has done much to exalt his fame and 
benefit his fellow race. Still, he is but a very 
humble imitator of his Maker's greatness." 

We might proceed to select numerous other pas- 
sages of this kind, as exercises of our beloved friend's 
communion with her heavenly Father. But what 
has been offered, may do for our present purpose. 



Traveling Extracts. — The succeeding selec- 
tions are from journals of excursions, as waymarks 
of life, to bring continually before us the welcome 
recollections of their author, whose circuits are done 
with earth, and, as we trust, are removed to the 
perfect spheres of heaven, to revive our desponden- 
cies, and quicken our pace of duty, in the remaining, 
short stage of probation. 



38 MEMORIAL OF MRS. FELT. 

" May 13, 1838. Thermometer over 80°. Sat out 
at six o'clock this morning, in the rail cars for Prov- 
idence. Much delighted with the mode of travel- 
ing. Never before in such a carriage. The novelty 
of it was attractive. The human ingenuity exhib- 
ited in it, wonderful, whereby steam may be the 
motive power of complicated machinery, to trans- 
port passengers and baggage from place to place, 
with so much ease and velocity. We were only 
two hours in going forty miles, with scarcely any 
fatigue. Looked at various institutions and curiosi- 
ties. Much fatigued. Retired to rest, thankful that 
we had been preserved so far on our way." 

" 14. Occupied our spare time and attention, as 
yesterday. In the evening we heard two profitable 
sermons at the Episcopal church." 

" 15. Visited Brown University. Were kindly 
shown its objects of principal interest. In the after- 
noon, we went to Stonington, where, from the car, 
we immediately embarked on board of the l Rhode 
Island,' for New York. I never was before in a 
steam-boat, except across a ferry. Such was the 
bustle of the crowd, and the novelty of the scene, I 
could get no sleep. After reaching the city, the 
public houses were so crowded, we found it difficult 
to be accommodated. We were politely shown the 
New York University. The chapel was beautiful. 
Its large window of painted glass is grand. I 
could have viewed it all day and continually seen a 
new attraction show itself." 

" 16. Participating in the great desire of the pub- 
lic, not yet satiated, in beholding the steamers of 



MEMORIAL OF MRS. FELT. 39 

England when they sailed ; we were carried by a 
stage, amid plenty of rain, to the Battery, that 
we might see the Great Western commence her 
course homeward. This sight-seeing is pleasant to 
the eye, but very fatiguing to the body. I do not 
recollect that I was ever more entirely overcome. 
The strength of nature 'could no further go.' " 

" 17. Thankful to our heavenly Father, that he 
has prospered us in our journey so far, and com- 
mending ourselves to his guidance, we took passage 
on board of the steamer New Haven, for the city of 
like name. The trip was somewhat rough. It 
made the ladies sick, nor did it excuse me from the 
list. Though so affected, I could not but be much 
interested in the capital of squares, ornamented with 
superb elms, abundant in beautiful scenery and 
sacred stillness, so as to hold the mind in admira- 
tion." 

" 18. From the valuable library, we went to the 
like estimated geological apartment, said to be the 
finest collection in the country. Then we were 
guided to Trumbull's gallery of paintings. Here our 
vision was richly regaled with copies and originals. 
Bishop Berkley and his family commanded special 
notice. We were interested in the portrait of Pro- 
fessor Fisher, particularly so from the sad occasion 
of his demise. Having embarked for Europe, to 
improve his philosophical studies, he was lost on 
board of the Albion, wrecked the latter part of April, 
1822, on the coast of Ireland. There were produc- 
tions from those of Corregio and Raphael, very 
attractive. Were a description of all to be made, it 



40 MEMOBIAL OF MRS. FELT. 

would fill a volume. They are represented as paint- 
ed by Col. Trumbull. It shows how much the 
mind of good taste, directing the hand, can accom- 
plish with persevering labor. Towards evening, 
we rode and took a view of the city. -It is in- 
deed beautiful. We passed the burial-ground. It so 
abounds in ornamental trees, that it looks more like 
a garden, than the last earthly home of man. Com- 
mended ourselves to the dear Shepherd, who never 
slumbers nor sleeps, and welcomed the rest, rendered 
doubly grateful by the day's pleasant toil." 

" 20. We took the afternoon stage for Hartford." 
" 21. We sought out the residence of Mrs. Sigour- 
ney, the noted poetess. It is a very romantic and 
lovely spot. It is reported, that owing to some pe- 
cuniary embarrassment, the place has been for sale 
during some time. We are told, that some of her 
friends intend to clear it and reconvey it to her hands. 
This would be a grateful expression of kindness, 
and a just tribute to talent and genius. We called 
at Mr. Clerc's mansion, near the Asylum, of which 
he is a professor. We were very politely received 
by his wife, who is a mute, and a lovely daughter, 
of about fourteen, who manifests the full possession 
of all the senses. There are three children more, 
each alike favored." 

" 22. Visited the Deaf and Dumb Asylum. Mr. 
Clerc informed his class that we had come to see 
them. They immediately wrote on their slates : 
1 We are glad to see Mr. Felt and lady ; ' some, 
' Mr. and Mrs. Felt ; ' and one, < I am very glad to 
see them, I wish they would stay two or three days.' 



MEMORIAL OF MRS. FELT. 41 

I never saw any collection of human beings, alike 
numerous, bereft of two important senses, apparently 
intelligent and happy, which took a deeper hold of 
my sympathies. When looking at them, my heart 
filled with gratitude to God, that had inspired the 
stewards of his bounty to feel for others' woe, and 
provide so noble a charity for their relief ; and espe- 
cially, that they may not only be taught worldly 
wisdom, but, what is above all price, the knowledge 
of salvation through Jesus Christ. The situation of 
the Institution, commanding a remarkably pleasant 
view of the surrounding scenery, is delightful. 
Convenience and neatness abounded in all its apart- 
ments. The lodging-rooms for boys have about 
one hundred beds ; some single, others double. 
They are well ventilated, and have an excellent 
prospect. There are some fine countenances among 
each of the sexes. I saw poor Julia Brace ; being 
deaf, dumb and blind ! I pitied her from the bottom 
of my heart. She looked better in health and per- 
son, than I expected, but still an object of deep 
commiseration. Her sense of feeling is very acute. 
She examined me twice, and touched almost every 
thing I had on. The report, if made, might be very 
curious and amusing, but will never be known." 

" 23. A full stage received us at four o'clock, 
and landed us at Worcester, having carried us over 
sixty miles in less than twelve hours." 

" 24. We rode to the Antiquarian Hall, and were 
politely shown its interesting treasures. We passed 
the Insane Hospital. It honors the benevolent affec- 
tions of its providers. We saw some of its inmates. 



42 MEMORIAL OF MRS. FELT. 

Part looked sad, others wild, and all as if some 
calamity had befallen them. Returned to the hotel 
and made preparation to leave in the morning for 
home, sweet home." 

" £5. At six o'clock in the morning, left in the 
cars for Boston, and reached our own dwelling at 
nine o'clock, thankful for the varied mercies of our 
absence, from the ever-sustaining and protecting arm 
of the Almighty." 

" June 12, 1839. In the afternoon we took cars 
for Providence, then a steamer to Stonington, and 
went on board of the Massachusetts, for New York. 
Here we arrived in the morning and put up at the 
Mansion House, kept by Mrs. Bunker, thankful to 
the Father of mercies, that he has kept us as in the 
hollow of his hand." 

"14. After visiting, - the day before, the places 
and objects of our curiosity, we became passengers 
of the steam-boat Erie, for Albany. The scenery 
of the Hudson was various and delightful. We 
were twelve hours on the river. To the Giver of 
our daily enjoyments, our hearts lifted their evening 
oblation of thanks." 

"15, About eight o'clock, set out for Utica by 
rail, where we arrived at two o'clock. There we 
went- on board a canal packet, and sailed to Rome. 
Here we spent the Sabbath. We heard Mr. Norton, 
on Christ's temptation in the wilderness. It was an 
instructive discourse. In the afternoon, the Lord's 
supper was administered. This service, so suited 
to the spiritual necessities of mankind, wherever 



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they are and of whatever condition, was solemn, 
and, I hope, profitable to my soul/' 

" 17. The sun welcomed us in the gorgeous dis- 
play of his beams. We breakfasted at five o'clock, 
and rode to the landing for the packet, which im- 
mediately took us on board. I was quite alone in 
the ladies' cabin. No person of my sex appeared 
there except the stewardess, till nearly eight in the 
evening, when one, with a little boy, made her 
appearance. From the smallness of the boats, the 
accommodations are necessarily stinted. The gam- 
blers, who infest them, are a pest to well educated 
travelers." 

•'•'18. We came to Rochester at four o'clock in 
the afternoon, and went to the Eagle Hotel. After 
supper we walked to the Genesee Falls. ' Many, 
O Lord my God, are thy wonderful works, which 
thou hast done.' " 

" 19. Took the stage for Lockport, being fifty 
miles distant. This was the only section of our 
route, we so traveled. As the inmates were polite 
and intelligent, the way was very agreeable. Then 
cars bore us to the Niagara Cataract House. The 
mighty waters, of which information had often been 
conveyed to us, we now hear with our own ears, 

1 Run down the lofty mountain's channeled sides, 
And to the vale convey their foaming tides.' " 

" 20. Surveyed the Falls before breakfast. The 
grandeur and sublimity of the scene exceeded those 
of all my previous realization. If ever there be a 
moment when we feel that we are nothing, and God 



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every thing, it must be when we see and hear the 
rush of such a mighty flood, which has been thus 
in motion for indefinite ages. ' Great and marvellous 
are thy works, Lord God Almighty.' Rev. xv. 5. 
Having breakfasted, we crossed over to the Canada 
side, conducted in a small boat, propelled by an ex- 
perienced and skillful oarsman. The thought of 
being liable, through his failure, to be carried down 
the torrent and speedily drowned, took no small 
degree from the pleasure of the trip. But in such 
exigencies, I have found it best for me, after having 
humbly committed myself to the Almighty Protec- 
tor, to overcome the dread of peril by hope of safety. 
We rode several miles on the British territory. 
Saw Lundy's Lane, where our forces and those of 
England met in disastrous conflict in the last war. 
May the Lion and the -Eagle never more be arrayed 
against each other. Had another view of the Niag- 
ara, varied in its grand prospect by the change of 
our position. Among the admirable objects of vision 
about us, was a superb rainbow. Saw the place 
where Dr. Hungerford, of Albany, was lately killed 
by the falling of rocks on the American side. His 
name, as written on the book of the Cataract House, 
was shown us. The ejaculation arose, 'May his 
record have been on high.' In the afternoon, we 
left for Lewiston, where we embarked on board 
of the steamer Great Britain, of excellent accom- 
modations." 

"21. Being carried over a hundred miles on Lake 
Ontario, we reach Oswego at nine o'clock, two 
hours beyond our time, because of over-passing the 



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port in a thick fog. Take passage in a canal packet 
for Utica. Pass by one hundred and twenty man- 
ufactories of salt, boiled from the water of salt 
springs." 

" 22. Reached Utica about eight o'clock, A. M., 
and became inmates of Bragg's hotel, where we 
rested from the inconveniences and fatigues of canal 
traveling." 

"23. Attended worship and heard a Dutch Re- 
formed preacher. His subject was, ' Christians, 
once far off from God, had been brought nigh unto 
him, through Christ.' Nothing is better, if action 
must be continued, than attention to such truth, 
to ease exhausted bodies and weary minds ; and 
naught equals it to confer peace on disturbed con- 
sciences, and safety on imperiled souls." 

" 24. Took a carriage, with others, for Trenton 
Falls. The descent of them together was about 
sixty feet, but viewed separately they were of less 
height than those of Genesee at Rochester. While 
ascending an eminence to obtain a select view, there 
was much peril. This was greatly increased by 
the slipperiness occasioned by the rain and mud of 
the track. It was with great exertion we kept our- 
selves from sliding down to the torrent. We dined 
where visitors to the premises usually resorted. 
Reached our quarters at Utica about seven o'clock, 
much fatigued, and thankful to our heavenly Father, 
that he had suffered none of our steps to slide." 

" 25. Set out for Saratoga Springs, where we 
arrived at six o'clock, evening. Went to a public 
house, of which there are an abundance. After 



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supper, we visited and tasted of several springs. 
The crowd of persons, apparently influenced more 
by dissipated objects than by those of health, ren- 
dered the scene and the contemplation of it sad and 
painful." 

" 26. At seven o'clock, morning, took our journey 
for Albany, where we left the cars at eleven o'clock. 
Had our lodgings at the Temperance House, kept 
by Mr. Safford, a Massachusetts man. Looked 
around the city and saw much for pleasant vision 
and remembrance." 

" 27. Having breakfasted, went on board the 
steamer for New York, and put up at the Astor 
House. Of the passengers down the North River 
with us, was a Canadian gentleman, aged eighty- 
seven, on a visit to the city to take leave of a grand- 
son bound for Paris." 

" 28. Crossed over to Jersey City in a steamer, 
and there were received by cars for Philadelphia. 
Here we arrived in less than six hours, and booked 
ourselves at the hotel kept by Capt. Jeffries. Broke 
some ground for curiosity's sake. Saw in Peale's 
Collection the Mastadon, or mammoth skeleton." 

" 29. Visited Girard College, not yet finished ; 
remarkable for the provision of the founder, to ex- 
clude the influence of evangelical religion from all 
its students. But God is infinitely wiser than man. 
We visited the Water Works at Fairmount. The 
tout ensemble is surpassingly beautiful." 

" 30. A friend conducted us to hear Rev. Mr. 
Barnes. His topic was, 'dying the death of the 
righteous.' " 



MEMORIAL OF MRS. FELT. 47 

"July 1. The steamer took us for Wilmington, 
where cars received us for Baltimore. After dinner 
in this city, we were taken by cars for Washington 
in two hours we put up at Gadsby's." 

" 2. We took a carriage and visited the lions of 
the city, such as the Capitol, and the President's 
house. Then we passed over to Georgetown, and 
saw the Chesapeake and Ohio Canal. Returned and 
made preparation for commencing our journey home- 
ward. The thought of this revives my heart. As 
the varied and multiplied mercies of our way crowd 
upon my memory, I cannot but sincerely adopt the 
passage : 

• Whether amid the gloom of night I stray, 
Or my glad eyes enjoy revolving day, 
Still Nature's various face informs my sense 
Of an all- wise, all-powerful Providence.' " 

" 5. After an absence of three weeks and two 
days, we reached our own dear home, at ten o'clock 
in the morning. We found all in perfect safety. 
My soul rose in love and gratitude to my gracious 
God, who had kept us in the house and by the 
way, returned us in health and comfort, laden with 
the rich experience of his loving kindness and 
tender mercy." 

" 1845, May 16. On board the British steamer 
Hibernia, bound for Liverpool, with about one hun- 
dred and twenty passengers. While at dinner, the 
ship rolled heavily, and the ladies were compelled 
to absent themselves as soon as possible. The sea- 
sickness which they dreaded had overtaken them. 



48 MEMORIAL OF MRS. FELT. 

In their hasty retreat to their state-rooms, they were 
sensibly reminded of the one hundred and seventh 
Psalm : ' They reel to and fro and stagger like a 
drunken man, and are at their wit's end.' " 

" 18. Still stormy, and we have not reached* 
Halifax, as we expected. Our sickness abated 
somewhat. No public worship. But our hearts, 
though humble temples, endeavored to offer to the 
Father, Son, and Holy Ghost, those oblations which 
they righteously command of us for the general and 
special mercies which they have bestowed on us 
every moment of our lives." 

" 19. The storm and dense fog so prevail, that 
homesickness almost unites with them to increase 
the wish that we may soon enter the anticipated port. 
About twelve o'clock, a great shout was heard on 
deck. It was speedily explained, as the result of 
beholding the atmosphere clear away, and give a 
full view of Halifax. The contrast of countenance, 
speech and action, in the passengers, was strikingly 
visible. The emission from thick mist to clear sun- 
shine was exhilarating, and threw a hopeful light on 
every prospect." 

" 20. The ocean and the sky form the expansion 
of our vision. 

1 Through Nature wide, 

Is nought descried, 
So rich in pleasure or surprise, 

When all serene, 

How sweet the scene ! 
How dreadful, when the billows rise ! ' " 

" 22. Aroused early with the report that we were 
surrounded with icebergs. Large pieces of the 



MEMORIAL OF MRS. FELT. 49 

field ice all about us require that the steamer be 
steered very cautiously, and before night, that she 
should lay to. Evidently some hearts tremble. 
Did the peril restrain the gamblers and drinkers, 
who are watchful to ensnare the inexperienced 
youth, it would be well. They who are concerned 
in the profits of the bar call us, who refuse to run 
up large bills for brandy, icebergs. We should re- 
joice in the name, and more in the abstinence, 
which it implies." 

"23. Thanks to our Heavenly Father, that we 
are permitted to behold the light of another day. 
We drifted about three miles an hour during the 
night. The weather is exceedingly cold. The 
sails and rigging are covered with ice. There are 
mountains of it, two and three hundred feet above 
the surface of the sea, at a distance, and an innu- 
merable number of them fearfully near. After 
apparently steering clear of our perilous surround- 
ings, we began to feel encouraged that we should 
advance with usual speed. But we soon had sensi- 
ble evidence that they were of greater quantity and 
danger than those we had already passed. The 
attention was called to a very lofty mountain of ice 
far away. I must say, that to me it was distance 
that lent enchantment to the view. Steam was put 
by, and drifting towards clear water was adopted. 
At two o'clock resumed the usual trim of the ship, 
except one paddle-wheel, rendered entirely useless 
for the rest of the passage. When the danger of 
this scene was apparent, the hearts of some were 
induced by it to seek the Lord. They obtained 



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leave from the captain to hold an evening prayer 
meeting in the ladies' saloon. This service was 
performed several times. With an emphatic warn- 
ing that death might be nigh at hand, they felt that 
it was not only consistent for them, but also in ac- 
cordance with their need, duty and inclination, to 
pay their vows unto the Most High, and call upon 
Him in the day of trouble. He was pleased to 
deliver us, and glory be to His name." 

" 25. Being Sabbath, we attended Episcopal ser- 
vice, performed by Bishop Southgate. It was good 
to have holy time thus spent in the worship of God, 
through whom we have all our mercies and the 
hope of a blessed immortality. About seven o'clock 
in the evening, there was a cry that a vessel was in 
sight. She came very near, and our captain spoke 
with her commander. She was from Liverpool, 
bound to Halifax. Each exchanged his stock of 
special news. Ours was careful to inform the other 
where we encountered the immense fields of ice, so 
that he could avoid our perilous experience. This 
interview pleasantly broke the spell of loneliness 
which had rested upon us, and revived our hope 
that we should meet others of our race on the wide 
ocean, and hold social converse with them." 

" 26. In the afternoon, there was a report circu- 
lated, though official authority tried to suppress it, 
that men were employed in the lower hold to extin- 
guish a fire, kindled there by a spark from the 
engine. The alarm was seriously and fearfully true. 
But its occasion was soon energetically removed. 
The additional hazard led us more feelingly to com- 



MEMORIAL OF MRS. FELT. 51 

mend ourselves to Him who never slumbers nor 
sleeps." 

"31. This has been a tiresome day. We reached 
Liverpool. Went through the bustle of landing 
at the port, leaving our baggage at the custom 
house for examination, obtaining lodgings at the 
Adelphi, and then getting our trunks to our rooms. 
Though the novelties, in every direction, tended 
to keep up our spirits, they could not prevent our 
feeling exceedingly fatigued. Retired early to rest, 
heartily thankful to God that he had watched over 
us during a long, stormy and perilous passage, and 
brought us thus far safely on our way." 

"June 1. I was so weary, and the streets so 
muddy, I could not attend worship till the after- 
noon, being at half past six o'clock. Then we 
heard Rev. Dr. Raffles, who delivered a sermon on 
the decease of one of his deacons. Text from fifty- 
first Psalm, fifteenth verse : ' O Lord, open thou my 
lips, and my mouth shall show forth thy praise.' 
To me the church was connected with interesting 
associations. Here, in the front, is a marble cenotaph 
of the Rev. Thomas Spencer, who was drowned 
while bathing, about thirty years since. Death, 
and its remedies of salvation, as a most merciful 
appointment of the Gospel, are the same in every 
part of our apostate world." 

" 2. We left Liverpool for London. Hardly had 
we set out, when we suddenly entered a long and 
intensely dark tunnel. At the first stopping-place, 
our car, in the form of a coach, and with six large 
seats, back and front, received three females. Two 



52 MEMORIAL OF MRS. FELT. 

of these manifested themselves to be highly accom- 
plished. They afforded us varied and abundant 
information. The most that a merchant passenger 
seemed to care about our Republican United States 
was, to dwell on their offences of repudiation. 
He instanced the case of Pennsylvania. What 
appeared as a wise regulation, policemen were sta- 
tioned all along the railroads. There is more care 
of human life here than on our railroads. Stafford 
Castle attracted our attention. After reaching the 
depot in London, at six o'clock, we were taken, 
with our baggage, in a cab, three miles for 3/., to 
Q,ueen street. Here we became boarders at the 
house of Deacon Moor, having a letter of introduc- 
tion to his wife from Boston. As we always need, 
and *are never weary with receiving the gifts of 
God, so is it dutiful, and should be our happiness, 
to bless his name for them another day, amidst the 
constant succession of novelties, never before meet- 
ing our eyes." 

" 3. Rose early and visited South walk Bridge, 
over the River Thames. Of this stream I had often 
read and heard, and long wished to see its waters. 
Returned to breakfast, with no less appetite for it, 
because we had, in some measure, satiated our 
curiosity. After this meal, we went to St. Paul's. 
Such an immense pile of architecture, so symmet- 
rical, so harmonious as a whole, was wonderful ; 
and I felt as if I never could be tired with it, as an 
object of vision." 

"4. So engaged, we could only take a short ex- 
cursion over the Thames, and indulge in a general 
survey." 



MEMORIAL OF MRS. FELT. 53 

"5. We sailed up the Thames, and paid our 
devoirs to Westminster Abbey. Of this structure 
we took an external survey. It greatly exceeded 
my anticipation. We then entered it by the Poet's 
Corner. There we were met with marble likenesses 
of Milton, Gay, Mason, Gray, Shakespeare, and 
many others, with whose productions I had spent 
many happy horns. Conducted from one point of 
view to another, I perceived that this manner of 
sight-seeing was very wearing to body and mind. 
Before we finished our intended exploration, I was 
compelled to feel and say, I could go no further. 
We were glad to reach our lodgings, and, kindly 
sustained by the Father of lights, I did not go out 
again till Monday the 9th. Of all the glory I had 
seen referred to at Westminster Abbey, its greatest 
height and depth are expressed in the description of 
Waller: 

' That antique pile behold — 

Where royal heads receive their sacred gold ; 

It gives them crowns and does their ashes keep.' " 

" 9. We visited the Tower. We looked at the 
prison where Sir Walter Raleigh was confined. 
The armory, with its grand array of knights and 
horses, presents an imposing sight. They looked 
as if they would actually run over you. Henry the 
Eighth was one of the most conspicuous among 
them : but as I never liked his character, I passed 
on to another of more deserved repute, and this was 
Edward Sixth. The appearance of Q,ueen Eliza- 
beth was very graceful, exactly as she was on some 
6 



54 MEMORIAL OF MRS. FELT. 

public occasion. The Tower is associated in its 
history with so much that is revolting, connected 
with sufferings of the innocent, it seems as if it 
were consecrated by their prayers, tears and groans. 
We viewed the crown jewels. Such a display of 
topazes, rubies, pearls and diamonds, we never 
before saw. Among them is the sea-diamond, said 
to be unequaled in size by any other in the world, 
except that owned by the King of Prussia. The 
collection is of immense worth, and associated with 
numerous incidents of great interest. But they 
have no power to prolong the life of their posses- 
sors a single moment, or obtain for them the least 
favor beyond the last limit of their probation. A 
portion in Christ is the only pearl of great price, 
which can provide for the spiritual good of mortals 
here and hereafter forever." 

" 10. Visited Regent's Park, at the West End. It 
abounds in beautiful places, adorned with flowers, 
shrubs and trees. It is one of the most delightful 
parts of the capital. Still with the dweller there, 
as in all other parts of the world, they are less 
noticed by him as he becomes acquainted with 
them." 

" 12. We had tickets to visit a Charitable Anni- 
versary at St. Paul's. There were about five thou- 
sand children of both sexes assembled. Their dress 
was according to the direction of the associations 
who patronized them. It was supposed, that the 
whole audience consisted of ten thousand. The 
Bishop of Peterborough preached a sermon. But 
with all our attempts to be attentive, we did not 



MEMORIAL OF MRS. FELT. 55 

distinctly hear a single word. Whatever may have 
been the trumpet, it gave to us, without the fault of 
any one, an altogether uncertain sound. The sight 
of so large a concourse of children, drawn from pov- 
erty, vice and every evil example, and brought under 
the care of guardians, who provide for their wants 
and instructions, and thus put them in the way of 
being blessings and not curses to society, as well as 
to themselves, was one of deep pleasure and high 
hope to the soul. When the clerk read prayers, all 
the girls simultaneously put their white aprons to 
their eyes. This was probably an emblem of devo- 
tion, though it might strike some as more affected 
than religious. When all the children sang the 
grand chorus of c God save the Queen,' the impres- 
sion was grand." 

" 19. From our new lodgings in Cecil Street, we 
made a very pleasant visit to the Royal Society's 
collection of paintings. Of many a production there, 
it may be truly said, ' The painting is almost the 
natural man.' " 

" 20. We had a very instructive, though fatiguing 
survey of the various, curious and abundant speci- 
mens of art and nature, from every climate of the 
globe, at the British Museum. Samples of Etrurian 
ware, some of it from Pompeii, were plenty. There 
was so much of every variety, suited to the purposes 
of the institution, it is difficult to particularize." 

" 22. We attended worship at the house of Rev. 
Dr. Cummings, of the Scotch Independent persua- 
sion. He discoursed on the book of Leviticus, as a 
part of his exegetical lectures, ably and evangelically. 



56 MEMORIAL OF MRS. FELT. 

The sanctuary, which was of ordinary architecture, 
was crowded. There was evidently more care 
for essential benefit in spiritual interests than for 
worldly show." 

" 24. Our course in the afternoon, was to Hyde 
Park. Here were many splendid carriages, whose 
owners, of noble rank, were driven by servants in 
livery of magnificent appearance. More estimate 
seemed to be put upon the grandeur of the equipage, 
in order to meet the claims of fashion, than any 
thing else." 

" 26. Mr. Felt's engagements keep him away, 
during the forenoon, till after one o'clock. I en- 
deavor not to cherish feelings of loneliness. I am 
very thankful that I can, with proper employment, 
be contented j and enjoy the experience indicated 
by the words : 

' Awake, asleep, at home, abroad, 
I am surrounded still with God.' " 

" 29. We endeavored to obtain a convenient seat 
at Westminster Abbey. But we could not. One 
of the servitors kept the key of each pew, which 
was full, so that none could leave his place orderly 
unless the servitor is present. The choristers, as 
usual, were dressed in white gowns. The prevalent 
form of the occasion led us to think, that there was 
no wonder that our Puritan fathers seceded from the 
Establishment. After our return home, we read 
several interesting sermons, published by Rev. Dr. 
Tyng, of Philadelphia, who had boarded in the 
same house." 



MEMORIAL OF MRS. FELT. 57 

-July 1. Visited the National Gallery of Paint- 
ings. Here were chef d'oeuvres of the old masters. 
The coloring and tinting of some among them were 
so perfect, that they kept your vision almost spell- 
bound. Though West's picture of Christ Healing 
the Sick had gained the honor of admission among 
them, it by no means discredited their reputation. 
The expression of the Saviour's countenance was 
every thing lovely and divine. As I gazed upon it, 
I felt my eyes suffused with tears, and my heart 
filled with love and gratitude to him for his mission 
of unbounded benevolence to redeem lost sinners." 

" 3. We rode to Kensington Gardens. After 
reaching the premises, you seem almost beyond the 
haunts of dense population. You are embowered in 
thick clumps of the largest English elms ; at a little 
distance a beautiful playing fountain welcomes you ; 
you next behold flocks of ducks swimming in a 
large pond ; gentlemen, ladies and children strolling 
in different directions. The whole appearance pre- 
vents you from realizing that you are in the midst 
of more than one million of people. Among the 
most attractive features of the capital are its rural 
parks, squares, crescents and gardens, so that all 
classes may enjoy the luxury of fresh air, green 
scenery and pleasant walks in the heart of a mighty 
population." 

"5. In going down the Thames, we saw the 

Lambeth Palace. It was agreeably associated in 

my mind with relations given by Mrs. E. Carter, 

.of her visits to the Bishop's family, who occupied 

the memorable pile." 



58 MEMORIAL OF MRS. FELT. 

" 1£. We went to Windsor Castle. Saw mnch 
which, however beautiful and splendid, had no power 
to stay the mortal progress of its successive owners. 
Here Queen Elizabeth and many others, who sport- 
ed their royal authority in all its pomp and pride, 
found their last resting-place. We walked in the 
garden where they once walked, but it now knows 
them no more, and says to every survivor, who 
paces its delightful walks and enjoys its charming 
scenery, be ye also ready for the judgment of pro- 
bation's stewardship. We saw tapestry on walls, 
which looked like excellent painting, with Scrip- 
tural representations, like that of Esther's story. 
Had a fine view of Eton College, which the poet 
Gray has immortalized by his classic Ode, and be- 
fore which the river Isis winds its devious ways. 
His verse applied to our position. 

' And ye, that from the stately brow 
Of Windsor's heights, the expanse below 
Of grove, of lawn, of mead survey, 
Whose turf, whose shade, whose flowers among 
Wanders the hoary Thames along 
His silver winding way.' 

" We are often reminded of his remark on the early 
and late experience of the scholars who once sported 
in this vicinity : 

* Where ignorance is bliss, 

'Tis folly to be wise.' 

" The Castle is a noble structure. We ascended its 
back stairs of one hundred steps. History informs 
us, that a part of it was built as far back as the reign 
of Julius Caesar, and it looks as though it might have 



MEMORIAL OF MRS. FELT. 59 

been. May the aspect of peace, which now covers 
its fortifications, long continue undisturbed." 

"IT. We took passage in the steamer James 
Watt, for Havre. The weather and sea very rough. 
I was even more sick than I was in crossing the 
jYtlantic. But of all persons I ever saw thus affect- 
ed, no one was more dangerously so than a French 
lady who was with us. She was both pale and 
convulsed. Not only herself, but the stewardess 
thought she was dying, for several hours. But after 
long application of reputed remedies, she recovered 
in some degree. The captain stated, that he had 
known individuals to die with sea-sickness in those 
waters. Reached Havre at nine o'clock in the fore- 
noon of the next day. Had our baggage examined at 
the custom house. Towards evening, after getting 
some strength, walked and saw the city walls. As 
every object of men and things wore the aspect of 
novelty, we did not lack for amusement of vision." 

" 19. Took passage in a diligence for Paris. 
Reached Rouen about three o'clock, where we 
dined. Here our carriage was put on wheels, suited 
to the railroad. We were carried to the post office, 
and our baggage examined. It was now nearly 
midnight. Went to the Byron Hotel, as recom- 
mended to us. It was full, and lodgings were ob- 
tained for us at another public house, with the 
understanding that we should return thither for our 
breakfast. If ever I could feelingly, borne down 
by fatigue, adopt the language of Pope's Odyssey, 
it was now : 

1 My weary nature craves the balm of rest.' " 



CO MEMORIAL OF MRS. FELT. 

" 20. Though it was the Sabbath, you could per- 
ceive nothing around you which denoted the re- 
currence of holy time. After breakfast, necessity 
induced us to take lodgings at the Victoria Hotel. 
Here we rested and communed with God in our 
hearts, and looked to him for protection and guidance 
in all our ways. After days of severe toil, sur- 
rounded by strangers, with but little to remind us 
of our fathers' religion and its consolations, there 
was an increase of sympathy with the passage : 

1 Home is the resort 
Of love, of joy, of peace and plenty, where, 
Supported and supporting, polish' d friends 
And dear relations mingle into bliss.' " 

11 21. We hired an interpreter for five francs a 
day, a coach and two horses for twenty francs, and 
a driver for two francs. Thus accommodated, we 
set out to visit curiosities of the capital as follow. 

" The place where Louis XVI. and Maria Antoi- 
nette were beheaded, and the chapel erected to their 
memory. Sad indication of popular passion, broken 
from the restraints of reason and religion, and un- 
checked by the wholesome restraints of salutary 
power. 

" The triumphal arch, designed by Napoleon L, 
to commemorate his victories. This natters human 
ambition. But it is connected with the trial and 
awards of irresistible justice. 

" The chapel, erected by Louis Phillip to the 
memory of his # son, the Duke of Orleans, on the 
place where the latter was killed by jumping from 



MEMORIAL OF MRS. FELT. 61 

his carriage, while its frightened horses were run- 
ning at their highest speed. The paintings touch- 
ingly represented all the particular scenes of the 
occasion. I could scarcely refrain from weeping. 
It was one of the most sudden and saddest teachings 
of Providence : 

• Lean not on earth.' 

" Hospital of Invalids. While approaching this 
institution, a gen d'arme stopped and opened our 
carriage, to ascertain if we were smugglers. We, of 
course, negatived his search, and he found nothing 
to confirm his suspicion or justify our farther reten- 
tion. Such interference had been probably occa- 
sioned by abuse of law, but to us, from a free land, 
it had too much the air of tyranny. The Hospital 
is a noble establishment. We were three hours 
walking. through its various apartments and grounds. 
The sisters of charity were there, in different direc- 
tions, to visit the sick. They appeared with their 
universal head-dress, of the finest linen, quilled, and 
adding much to their neat and pretty appearance. 
Their office and character secured to them much 
respect. Each invalid is entitled to a piece of 
ground, which he may cultivate to suit his taste. 
Some of these spots were very beautiful. The most 
of them contain likenesses of Napoleon, conspicu- 
ously arranged. Having served under him in the 
wars of France, and shared in his kindness to its 
military population, they are ingenuous and abun- 
dant in their expressions of honor and gratitude to 
him. We saw the church where the bones of this 



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warrior lay. A splendid monument is being erected 
to his memory. When the wisdom of the gospel 
shall hold all minds, hearts and lives under millen- 
nial sway, he who does the most good to his fellow- 
men, will be hailed as the greatest hero ; not he who 
developes his powers and applies his opportunities 
to destroy them, and perpetuate the reign of ambi- 
tious tyranny. The invalid officers dine every day 
on massive plate. The keeper showed it to us, and 
desired me to hold one of the dishes. I complied, 
but, being so heavy, it like to have dropped. This 
silver was a present from Maria Louisa, when she 
married Napoleon, as an act of policy to increase 
and prolong his military fame. 

" Churches. Of these, St. Sulpice and Notre 
Dame. In the last, Napoleon was crowned. The 
coronation robes, abounding in diamonds, were the 
most magnificent of human works I ever saw. 
Here were splendid specimens of illuminated vol- 
umes, dated farther back than the twelfth cen- 
tury. Most attractive and excellent paintings of our 
Saviour met the eye. They were of such artistic 
skill I could not resist the feeling that he agonized 
and died on the cross for my redemption. Thus 
had I evidence of what often occurs in human 
experience, that the speechless work of art, through 
the medium of sense, may greatly affect the soul. 

" Palace of Commerce. So excellent for its diver- 
sified and superior architecture, and for its fitness to 
amuse and accommodate the ' merchant princes ' 
who assemble there. One, suitably situated, might 
well wish to be numbered among its directors. Of 



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the curious means to attract notice, each room had 
an elegant clock ; but all these time-keepers were 
different in design and appearance. 

" After we had returned to our hotel and taken 
supper, our guide gave us an evening view. 

" Boulevards. These long promenades, originally 
intended as bulwarks, are noted resorts for Parisian 
population. Formed into three alleys by four rows 
of large trees, the middle alley is used by carriages 
and persons on horseback, while the two lateral 
alleys are used for individuals on foot. Here was a 
multitude, pursuing their several 1 routes, disengaged 
from daily avocations, breathing air fresher than 
that of their own domicils, and diverted with social 
conversation of equals in their various ranks. 

" Bastile. We looked on the position where this 
antique castle held its fearful tenants for centuries, 
to subserve the purposes of unrestrained despotism. 
Here the man in the iron mask long had his abode. 
Being, as well known, an object of popular abhor- 
rence in the Revolution, it was destroyed the 14th 
of July, 1789. Thus, soon or late, retribution does 
come. In the premises where so much human 
misery was endured, now stands a monument to 
commemorate the Revolution of the three days in 
the last of July, 1830. Under this monument is a 
large canal, where vessels of considerable tonnage 
continually pass. 

" Palace of Francis the First. It is a very amus- 
ing specimen of antiquity. Its outside appearance, 
according to fixed order, has never been allowed to 
be changed. Its tenants have had leave to make 



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alterations inside, as they and their proprietors could 
agree. Their taste for architecture, construed by 
such indications, would seem, by one, to be that of 
modern times, but by the other, for that of over 
three centuries back. 

" Exceedingly tired, and as the clock had reached 
nine, we were glad to take the backward track to 
our hotel. Thanking our Heavenly Father for his 
kind protection of us through this very busy day, 
and reading a portion of his sacred oracles, we com- 
mended ourselves to his care during the watches of 
the night." 

" 22. With the same accommodations we had 
yesterday, we set out to survey other wonders of 
Paris and vicinity. 

" Louvre. As far back as Philip Augustus, it was 
a fortress. The section of its palace, called the Old 
Louvre, was begun under Francis I., and inhabited 
by Charles IX., who promoted the massacre of St. 
Bartholomew's day. Subsequently, the palace be- 
came a nursery of arts and sciences, and has so con- 
tinued. The New Louvre has its various interesting 
associations. The gallery, which unites the Louvre 
with the Tuilleries, is over 1,200 feet long. The 
gardens of the latter are always open to accommo- 
date the public, and they constitute a noted prome- 
nade. They exhibit many fine statues, bronzes, 
and casts. At the end of the gardens of the Tuil- 
leries, between them and the Champs Elysees, the 
Place de la Concorde is one of the most attractive 
spots in Paris. After giving too cursory a look at 
specimens of most beautiful paintings, and other 



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extraordinary productions of human art, at the 
Louvre, we lothfully took our leave. 

" Versailles. On the way to this place, which is 
twelve miles from Paris, we stopped at a porcelain 
manufactory. Here were imitations of china in all 
its variety of species, kinds, forms and colors. We 
then hastened to the palace. This was occupied by 
Louis XIII. as a hunting seat. His successor on 
the throne enlarged it into a palace, with a forest of 
thirty miles in circumference. The principal build- 
ings are magnificent. The gardens are beautiful, 
adorned with statues, canals and fountains. We 
saw an orangery, containing hundreds of trees in 
large boxes. Two of them were three centuries 
old. The apartments which contain paintings pre- 
sent a rich supply of this kind, as to number and 
celebrity. Among the sculptured likenesses of all 
the Archbishops of France, that of Fenelon most in- 
terested me, because more acquainted with his 
excellence of character. We were allowed to visit 
the chamber of Louis Phillip, which contained his 
jewels and crown, and other insignia of his uncer- 
tain sovereignty. This palace is open to the public 
almost every day, until four o'clock, and is a place 
of great resort. It contains specimens of nearly 
every work in nature and art, and has the means of 
rendering the wisest more wise. We took a com- 
fortable dinner at an adjacent hotel, and were glad 
to see our rooms at the Victoria. As we reflected 
on a portion of the scenes which had greeted our 
eyes another day, and on the incidents of history 



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connected with them, we could not suppress associ- 
ations like these : 

1 Oh ! the precarious terms of human state ! 
How blind is man ! '" 

" £3. At two o'clock, afternoon, we took the dili- 
gence for Boulogne. Rode through several ancient 
walled cities. Reached our destination at nine 
o'clock, forenoon, and put up at Gardner's hotel, 
where English travelers commonly resort. This 
difference from what we had recently experienced, 
was much more acceptable to us, and seemed to 
bring us into communion with the conversation, 
manners and sympathies of our own fireside. 

" 25. Having obtained a permit for passing over 
to England, we left Boulogne at two, and reached 
Folkstone at five o'clock in the morning. The pas- 
sengers' baggage was examined at the custom house. 
With all the vigilance used, smuggling in such 
articles as lace, is carried on in so small degree. 
The steamer which brought us over was made of 
iron, and was the first one of such material in which 
we ever sailed, except several on the Thames. The 
trial of iron in this respect has shown it to be more 
buoyant, and malleable, and useful, for maritime 
purposes, than the common impression indicated. 
Supped at Folkstone, and after a pleasant rest of 
two hours there, took the cars at six o'clock for 
London, where we arrived at half past, eleven 
o'clock, nearly one hundred miles. Here a coach 
carried us several miles to our late lodgings, No. 6 
Cecil Street, Strand. Thus safely returned, our 



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hearts expanded with thankfulness to God, and 
loved to dwell on the language of the Psalmist : 
'Blessed be the Lord, who daily loadeth us with 
benefits, even the God of our salvation.' " 

: - 26. An omnibus conducted us to Regent and 
Oxford Streets, where I made some purchases of 
clothing. I engaged a Mrs. W. Barton to make a 
dress for me." 

" 27. Rains. We spent the hours of sacred time 
profitably, as I trust. It reminds me, by contrast, 
of the convenient means which we enjoyed at 
home of waiting upon the Lord in his sanctuary. 
May I more fully appreciate and improve them." 

" 29. We visited the Zoological Garden, an ex- 
cellent place to study natural history. It contains 
many rare and valuable specimens of animals. It 
was prepared with great care, so that it might 
gratify a taste for beauty, as well as secure a feeling 
of safety. While looking at two large lions, the 
sound of an approaching band of music caused 
them to roar terrifically and increasingly, and to 
look frightfully. Had they not been strongly re- 
strained from breaking out, there could have been 
no security for our lives. The grounds were beau- 
tifully laid out with the rich and far distant, as well 
as nearer supplies of botanical productions. While 
we were there, the Chelsea Orphan School, about 
three hundred and fifty in number, mostly boys 
whose fathers had died in the national service, 
dressed in uniform, with a fine band of music made 
up from themselves, marched into the premises. 
They are taught the common branches of educa- 



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tion and some mechanical trade. When at the age 
of fifteen years, they are allowed to become appren- 
ticed to such employment, or enter the army. It 
was a very pleasant scene to look upon so large a 
company, well provided for by the public, accord- 
ing to their need, and industriously engaged in par- 
taking of a generous collation, under the shade of 
wide-spreading trees, while their faces indicated 
that more than ordinary happiness filled their souls. 
We could not but feel the ejaculation, May you 
fear the Lord from your youth, and his blessing be 
upon you forever. We were told of a boy among 
them, remarkable for talents, attainments, and 
good conduct. Qaieen Dowager Adelaide had him 
knighted and pensioned accordingly. When so 
honored, he was major of the band. He died, 
being only thirteen years old. Precociously devel- 
oped, he was early cut off, to the disappointment of 
his friends." 

" August 5. Took the cars at Shoreditch for Cam- 
bridge. On the way, saw a car broken to pieces, 
having one man killed and another badly wounded. 
This is supposed to come from ambition to see who 
will go the most miles an hour. From the recent 
calamities caused by it, there is an extensive and 
loud outcry. Reached the city of the muses about 
one o'clock, and put up at the Red Lion. After we 
had rested, a guide conducted us to see the Colleges. 
It was evident that, as fame had long reported, 
King's College Chapel was the chief among them 
for excellence of architecture. The walks by the 
river Ouse, as it winds through green grounds, the 



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largest of English elms, wide-spread weeping wil- 
lows, and other ornamental trees of almost every 
description, are unusually charming. It being late, 
and a time of vacation, our survey was more limited 
than desirable. As Ave passed the several seats of 
learning where, for centuries, men had been educa- 
ted, honored themselves and their race, by the im- 
provement of their talents and opportunities, and 
enrolled their names high on the register of fame, 
we were reminded that they had successively en- 
tered on the awards of eternity, and found them 
only of blessedness to their spirits, whatever may 
have been their belief in life, as they had honored 
God while on the course of then probation." 

'•'6. Set out in a stage-coach at seven o'clock in 
the morning from Cambridge, and reached Leicester, 
eighty-four miles, at half past four o'clock in the after- 
noon. On this route, we saw many valuable farms 
and thriving towns. The land presented fine views 
and appeared well cultivated. Passed through Stam- 
ford, where a notice informed us that Daniel Lam- 
bert, noted for his corpulency and great weight, had 
his burial-place. While riding through a town, we 
perceived that a fair was held there, and that drunk- 
enness, one of its usual concomitants, where tem- 
perance has not planted its salutary influence, sadly 
demonstrated its degrading effects upon many of its 
slaves. An old gentleman, very respectable in dress 
and other appearances, except a habit of intoxica- 
tion, became an unwelcome inmate of our carriage. 
He seemed little to realize how much his uncurbed 
indulgence sunk him in the estimation of strangers, 



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and robbed them of the happiness which he was in 
duty bound to afford them by his regular deportment. 
At Leicester, the cars took us for York, and landed 
us there at half past ten o'clock. This was the an- 
cient Eboracum of the Romans, and a principal resi- 
dence of their emperors and commanders. We took 
lodgings at the Black Swan, an excellent hotel. 
We felt grateful to our heavenly Father, that he 
had enabled us to come so far Avith safety and more 
than ordinary enjoyment. In view of his constant 
mercies towards us, we may say with Parnel : 

' For which our thanks be justly sent above, 
Enlarged by gladness, and inspired with love.' " 

"7. We visited the Minster. It is the most mag- 
nificent structure that ever I saw, except St. Paul's 
and Westminster. In its " totality " it is even un- 
paralleled in the kingdom. It was founded 628, 
and forty-one years afterwards had its windows filled 
with glass, being several years before this article 
was manufactured in England. Like its inhabitants, 
the Cathedral has undergone remarkable changes. 
Of the Cardinals, who took particular interest in its 
concerns, was Wolsey, who succeeded to such an 
office, 1514. This dignitary, more "led by glory's 
meteors," than by the principles and example of 
his divine Master, fell from his eminence and vainly 
mourned his loss, 

' While ghosts of pleasure haunt him to his tomb.' 

" York is a fine old city, which, with its walls and 
relics of the Romans, continually discovered, has 



MEMORIAL OF MRS. FELT. 71 

numerous attractions for the antiquary. At half 
past eleven o'clock in the morning, we took the cars 
for New Castle, where we arrived at half past three 
o'clock in the afternoon, and put up at King George's 
Inn, glad enough to rest." 

11 8. A coach, holding four adults, though the 
daughter of a Scotch lady, seven years old, made 
a fifth, took us for Edinborough at eight o'clock in 
the morning. Our company was very intelligent 
and agreeable. We passed several places, noted in 
history, such as Cheviot Hills, Douglass's Cave, 
Jedbury Abbey, Melrose Abbey, and Walter Scott's 
residence at Abbotsford. We arrived at Edinbo- 
rough at eight o'clock, evening, and booked our 
names at Waterloo Hotel, of excellent accommoda- 
tions. Brought along safely by Him, who suffers 
not even a sparrow to fall without his notice, we 
heartily offered our evening sacrifice of gratitude to 
him, and committed ourselves to his gracious pro- 
tection." 

" 9. Rested till the afternoon, when a carriage 
took us round the city. We perceived, as generally 
stated, that the upper or new section of the metrop- 
olis, was indeed beautiful. We saw Holyrood Cas- 
tle. It has delightful scenery around it, and looks 
very romantic. Here, as well known, was the apart- 
ment of Queen Mary, to which conspirators ascend- 
ed through a private door to assassinate Rizzio. 
We proceeded to Rev. Mr. Hunter's, who came in 
the coach with us from New Castle, and politely 
invited us to take tea with them. He and his wife 
treated us very civilly, and Ave had much enjoyment 



72 MEMORIAL OF MRS. FELT. 

in our visit. Their residence is pleasantly situated. 
Among the objects directly opposite to it, are Ar- 
thur's Seat and Salisbury Craig, associated with 
descriptions in Scott's Works." 

" 11. Cars took us to Glasgow, where we arrived 
at ten o'clock, forenoon. Here we had a comfort- 
able breakfast at the Royal Hotel. On our way 
hither, we saw a palace of Linlithgow, where 
Q,ueen Mary spent part of her time. We had a 
long walk, amusing ourselves with various and 
novel objects which met our vision. We saw the 
indications of a populous, industrious, and prosper- 
ous city. We went on board of the steamer for 
Belfast, which sailed at four o'clock, afternoon. 
Thus, on the beautiful Clyde, we were much grati- 
fied with the variegated scenery, as it appeared to 
us at different points of view in our progress. After 
such enjoyment, under moonlight, shed through 
flitting clouds, and. visited with warm but tempered 
breezes, and borne along on the calm waters, we 
did not leave the deck till after ten o'clock. Our 
sleep was disturbed by the voice of the inebriated." 

" 12. We reached Belfast at five o'clock in the 
morning. Rested, walked out, and spent the day 
here at the Imperial Hotel. The place, as a gen- 
tleman stated, has one hundred thousand population. 
Those of them whom we saw seemed thriving, and 
much the same as the people of England and of 
our own country." 

" 13. A coach took us at seven o'clock in the morn- 
ing, on our way to Dublin. We saw on the route 
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was fought, and one of the high round towers, near 
Drogheda. The country, for the most part, looked 
well cultivated. At the town last named, we took 
the cars for Dublin, < famed in legends of romance,' 
where we were landed at half past four o'clock, 
afternoon, and put up at Gresham's Hotel. Still 
kept by the almighty and ever-watchful kindness of 
our Father, may we feel our renewed and increased 
obligation to serve him." 

u 1-4. Walked out to see how the city looked. It 
is supposed that as far back as A. D. 140, a town 
called by Ptolemy, Eblana, occupied the site of this 
capital. More than three centuries after this, the 
Danes are stated to have surrounded it with walls. 
Numerous are the facts which might be adduced to 
illustrate its history ; but they must be omitted. 
The present appearance of Dublin, favored with 
wide streets and many fine buildings, and sur- 
rounded with beautiful scenery, is very attractive, 
far beyond my anticipation. The inhabitants were 
taller, and much more genteel in their deportment, 
than the Irish which we generally see in the United 
States. We visited the College. It has various 
edifices, situated on squares, beautifully set off with 
walks and grounds. Among its graduates, it was 
pleasant to remember Goldsmith." 

" 15. For the first time, we were carried by 
jaunting cars to the railroad terminus. There the 
rail cars conducted us to the steamer Medina, at 
Kingston. We sailed at seven o'clock in the morn- 
ing, had a passage of twelve hours to Liverpool, and 
obtained lodgings at Mrs. Blodget's. A gratifying 



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feature of this establishment is, that its boarders 
are all Americans. This seems more like our own 
home than any thing we have met since we left 
its fireside. Bless the Lord, O my soul, that he 
has brought us to this place, whence we hope to 
embark soon for our native land." 

" IT. We heard a Scotch Presbyterian minister. 
His subject was joy in God. It was an excellent 
discourse. It seems long since I heard the preached 
Word comfortably. It was to my soul like dew 
to the parched ground. May it profit us and do us 
good, as it doth the upright in heart." 

" 18. Still the weather is not pleasant. Arrang- 
ing for our departure on the morrow. May the 
Almighty give us a prosperous voyage. In Him 
alone do I trust. He is my rod and my staff. They 
comfort me." 

" 19. Left our lodgings at nine o'clock, forenoon, 
for a tender, which carried us to the steamer Cale- 
donia, that sailed for America at twelve o'clock. 
My feet long to tread and move upon my native 
shore." 

" 20. Early this morning, a man who came on 
board yesterday, in a consumption, hoping to see 
his family in New Jersey, alone in his berth, and 
without a friend to soothe his dying hours, breathed 
his last. Sorrowful must have been the scene to 
him. What was his preparation for the close of 
life was unknown to the strangers embarked with 
him. Eternity will answer the question. A young 
Catholic claimed the supervision of his burial. The 
American flag covered his coffin. One light was 



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burning at his head, and another at his feet. The 
service was read in Latin, and of course was of 
little edification to the passengers and crew who 
attended. The body was cast overboard, and, with 
the weight attached to it, soon sunk from our sight. 
It was an impressive admonition to us, saying : i Be 
ye also ready, for in such an hour as ye think not, 
the Son of Man cometh.' When I heard the splash 
of a fellow-passenger's remains in the ocean, there 
to continue till the summons of the judgment, and 
thought that there was no one present to shed a 
tear or breathe a sigh at his departure, it was a 
scene more gloomy than I ever witnessed, and I 
pray that it may never again be my lot." 

" 27. The weather and waves are somewhat 
moderated. We have had a very rough passage, 
with little exception, and I have been exceedingly 
sea-sick. God is constantly gracious to us. It is 
through Him we live and move and have our being. 
We owe Him more than we can ever repay. Our 
indebtedness to Him increases with every mo- 
ment." 

"31. The stewardess died this morning, after 
several days' sickness. Her remains were kept for 
burial at Halifax, as she requested. The church 
service was read, and a sermon preached by Dr. 
Parkman, of Boston. It is uncommon, on board of 
steamers, that there should be two deaths in so short 
a time. The instruction of such allotments should 
have their intended effect on our hearts and lives, 
and lead us to prepare for our own latter end. 

1 Thy force alone, Religion. ! death, disarms.' " 



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" September 1. The morning pleasant, and our 
sail into Halifax delightful. Our view of it, on ac- 
count of the weather, was much more attractive than 
on our outward passage. In view of deliverance 
from our perils, thus far, O Lord ! < thou hast been 
my help ; therefore in the shadow of thy wings will 
I rejoice.' ' Having obtained help of God, I con- 
tinue unto this day.' " 

Of several forms of prayer, written in the hand of 
our departed friend, we give the following. While 
it was the language of her lips, we have no question 
that it was also of her heart. The petitions then 
and often made by her, respecting her heavenly 
experience of salvation's blessings with perfected 
saints, we believe have been granted to her spirit 
by the mercy of God through Jesus Christ. 

" Our Father, who art in heaven ; Thou, who art 
of purer eyes than to behold iniquity, or look on 
evil, but with abhorrence ; before whom angels bow 
and archangels veil their faces, and all the hosts of 
heaven, cry, Holy, holy, holy, Lord God Almighty ; 
yet Thou condescendest to look with an eye of 
compassion on the guilty children of men ; Thou 
permittest them to address thee, by the endearing 
name of Father ; come nigh unto thee, cast all 
their care upon thee ; and thou hast said, that thou 
wilt in no wise reject them from thy sacred pres- 
ence. I confess, O Lord, that I am not worthy to 
lift my voice unto thee. I would lay my hand 
upon my mouth, and my mouth in the dust before 



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thee, crying unclean, unclean; God be merciful to 
me a miserable, guilty, perishing sinner. For the 
sake of my Lord and Saviour, Jesus Christ, I hum- 
bly entreat of thee to come over the mountain of 
my sins, heal all my backslidings and love me 
freely. I acknowledge that I am not worthy to 
appear in thy sacred presence ; to take thy great 
and holy name upon my sinful lips. I am continu- 
ally sinning against thee, in thought, word and deed. 
Wert thou strict to mark iniquity against me, I 
could not stand a moment before thee. But thou 
art a God of infinite mercy. Thou art constantly 
doing me good all the days of my life. I thank 
thee for the blessings of thy providence and the 
privileges of thy grace. I beseech thee to grant 
me the influences of the Holy Spirit, to quicken me 
more and more in the course of duty, and render me 
more and more devoted to thee and to thy service, 
than I have ever yet been. Be pleased to be with 
me at this time ; put words into my mouth, teach 
me what to say and how to utter it in thy sacred 
presence. Open thou the door of my lips, and my 
mouth shall show forth thy praise. 

"I would have it as my prayer, gracious Father, 
for thy dear Son's sake, that thou wouldst have 
mercy on all those, who have no mercy on their 
own souls ; who are living without God and without 
hope. I humbly beseech thee, O Lord, to incline 
their hearts to come unto thee ; to seek thee whilst 
thou art to be found, and call upon thee whilst thou 
art near. Be pleased to send out thy light and thy 
truth. May it lead those to thee, who know thee 

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not, until all shall inquire the way to Zion, with 
their faces and hearts thitherward. 

" Father of all mercies, I would affectionately 
commend to thee the church in this place. May 
each of its members grow in spiritual wisdom and 
understanding. May they all be enabled to let their 
light shine before the world, that others may take 
knowledge of them, that they have been with 
Jesus. 

" I beseech thee, gracious God, for the dear Re- 
deemer's sake, to pour out thy Spirit on all the in- 
habitants of this town ; revive thy work here, in the 
midst of these years, so that many may inquire 
what they shall do to inherit eternal life, and lay 
hold on the Lord Jesus Christ, as an anchor to their 
souls, both sure and steadfast. 

" Be pleased to have in thy special care and keep- 
ing, thy servant, who ministers to this people in 
holy things. Grant that his life, health and useful- 
ness, may be very precious in thy sight. Strengthen 
his hands and encourage his heart. Succeed and 
prosper him in all his endeavors to promote thy 
cause in this place. Grant him a double portion of 
thy Spirit. Touch his lips and his heart, as with a 
live coal from off thine holy altar ; and may he be 
enabled to be instant in season and out of season ; to 
speak the words of truth and soberness, so that they 
may reach the hearts of all his hearers, and be a 
savor to their souls of life unto life. Assist him to 
bring from thy treasury, things new and old, for 
the saving instruction of his flock ; and may he 
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" Be pleased, O Lord, to be with all thy minister- 
ing servants. Clothe them with the garment of 
praise, fit them with the helmet of salvation and the 
sword of the Spirit. Assist them rightly to divide 
the word of truth, and may they not shun to declare 
the whole counsel of God, but give to each their 
portion in due season. 

"Draw graciously nigh to thy missionary ser- 
vants, wherever their lot may be cast, proclaiming 
the acceptable year of the Lord and the day of ven- 
geance of our God, to those who bow down to 
stocks and stones. I thank thee that thou art caus- 
ing thy light to break upon the benighted corners 
of the earth, and that some have laid hold on the 
salvation of Christ, who were lately sitting in the 
shadow of death. 

" Gracious Father, grant me thy presence the 
next Sabbath, while engaged in the solemn service 
of commemorating the dying love of my ascended 
Lord. May I be deeply humbled before thee, for 
my manifold deficiencies in the perfect obedience 
justly required of me ; feel that they pierced my 
dearest Saviour ; that he groaned, agonized, and 
died on the cross for my sins, as well as for the 
sins of the world. Help me to renew my conse- 
cration to him, as the only end of the law for my 
righteousness, with holier aspirations motives, and 
purposes. 

"Heavenly Father, draw mercifully nigh to all 
my dear friends and relatives. Grant them every 
favor that they may need, but, above all, an interest 
in the blessed Redeemer. 



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" I commend to thy compassion, O Lord, all the 
sick and afflicted, of every name and every clime. 
May they cast their burdens on Him who knoweth 
how to be touched with the feeling of their infirm- 
ities. 

" These my imperfect petitions, I offer not in my 
own unworthy name, but in the all-prevailing name 
of my Lord and Saviour, Jesus Christ, to whom, 
with thee and the Holy Spirit, be everlasting and 
abounding praise. 

" Hamilton, 1824." 

Though the pleasant voice which uttered these 
petitions is hushed in death, yet the spirit which 
indited them is, as we trust, before the throne of the 
Redeemer, to renew such intercessions for us, in 
whose welfare she, while a sojourner on earth, was 
benevolently and faithfully interested. That we 
may take part in the like glorious privilege of the 
righteous made perfect, when our short remnant of 
probation is finished, let us believe and live as they 
desire and pray that we may be enabled to do, 
through the help of our Almighty Comforter. 

Miscellaneous Papers. — Among these relics of 
our lamented relative are a parcel in verse. These 
served to afford her salutary amusement in leisure 
hours, and reconfirm her principles in morals and 
religion. Looking over them with a mournful 
pleasure, it is a painful suggestion that we let them 
all perish, and be as the fallen leaves of autumn. 
Therefore we save some of them entirely, and 



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name others, that they may still help keep alive in 
us, and our immediate kindred, who may survive 
us, the recollections of her precious life. 

TO MY HUSBAND. 

'Tis eight and thirty years, my love, 

Since first we joined our hands ; 

And circling years have wheeled their rounds, 

And still we bless our bands. 

Thy love has been the choicest boon, 

That earth to me has given ; 

And though life's cares and shades we've known, 

Our souls have hope in heav'n. 

What though no child our fireside bless, 
And share with us life's happiness, 
Yet God to us content has given ; 
We humbly bless the will of Heaven. 

And may the thought, when time is o'er, 
That friends wh've lived and loved before, 
Shall meet their Saviour as their friend, 
And join in love that knows no end. 
October 16, 1854. 



MY PARENTS. 

Fair Merrimack still smoothly flows 
Where once my father had his home, 
And preached the Word of Christ to those, 
Who now with him sleep in death's dome. 

My mother dear, to act the part 
Of help-meet true with fervent heart, 
And aid him bear his burden high, 
Was join'd with him in marriage tie. 



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Grateful the place of their abode. 
They toil'd to do all good they could. 
Friends were around their joys to share, 
And e'er received kind welcome there. 

Children appeared their home to bless 
And fill their hearts with happiness ; 
Many the prayers to God were given, 
That these dear kin be train'd for heaven. 

Though uncumber'd by this world's wealth, 
Such part was free from bonds of self, 
And kindly shared between objects of need, 
As widows and orphans appeared indeed. 

When father made his past'ral round 
He sure among the low was found, 
And freely of his stinted store 
Contributed to bless the poor. 

And often, on Thanksgiving day, 
Nine stricken widows, in their best array, 
Were placed around his welcome board, 
To share the feast and praise the Lord. 

And though long since they've gone to rest, 
The writer lives their names to bless, 
And thank the Source of ev'ry good, 
For parents so worthy of thought and love. 
Boston, October 26, 1854. 



REPENTING MAID. 



A beautiful maid, on a sick bed was laid, 
Her heart with sorrow oppressed ; 
She felt that her sins were many and great, 
And she knew not where to find rest. 



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The arm of the Lord she knew was strong, 
And his power it was mighty to save ; 
But her spirit shrunk from that power and might, 
And she felt like a trembling slave. 

She knew his arm was not shortened to save, 
Nor his ear was it heavy to hear ; 
Yet her soul was filled with doubts and distress, 
In his presence she dare not appear. 

She feared that a God of such pureness and power, 
Her sins would never forgive ; 
And she thought with dread of the coming hour, 
When from his presence her soul must be bid. 

A bunch of flowers by her side there lay, 
In all their beauty and bloom ; 
And a gleam of joy shone over her face, 
As she breathed their sweet perfume. 

She felt that her heavenly Father was kind, 
The lilies to clothe in their bright array ; 
And would not his eye beam with love upon her, 
Who was of far more value than they ? 

She believed on her Saviour, and felt that his love 
Could for her guilt for ever atone ; 
And He said, Daughter, thy sins I forgive, 
And thy faith hath made thee whole. 
February 20, 1855. 



MOTHER. 

Mother, how love I to revive, 
And dwell upon thy parent ways, 
The fair example, which you gave, 
To guide my youthful, fleeting days. 



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I'm pleas'd to think of your sweet smile, 
Your care for others oft expressed ; 
The good you did, while spared on earth, 
And your pure name, forever blest. 

'Tis well to think on days of youth, 
Numbered with her, so very dear ; 
Her kind advice, precepts of truth, 
To which I've striv'n e'er to adhere. 

Often I feel her spirit 's near, 
To guide me on my pilgrim way, 
And give me strength life's ills to bear, 
Prepare me more for heav'nly day. 

'Tis joy to have such visions near, 
But Jesus' smile more fills my heart ; 
His presence takes all fear away, 
And does eternal peace impart. 
(1855) 



DEPARTED BABE. 

My little babe, what are you now, 
A perfect angel round God's throne ? 
Is your harp struck to sound his praise, 
With melody to earth unknown ? 

Bless'd be the Source of ev'ry gift, 
That I these thoughts may entertain 
With cheerful hope, and to him lift 
My soul in praise for such a gain. 

Oh ! how she wish'd you could have liv'd, 
And your warm heart to her been giv'n ; 
But she bows to the Master's will, 
Who took your precious soul to heav'n. 



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She feels that you're garner'd above ; 
She hears, let all such come to me, 
Let them partake of my full love, 
Of them my kingdom ever be. 

Then let your mother cease to mourn, 
And know, your bliss does much excel 
Any, the stores of earth have borne, 
Or with mortals ever can dwell. 

Would you be pleas'd to have her come 

And join the justified above ? 

Sing allelujahs to his name, 

Whose presence fills all heav'n with love ? 

Still she must stay with scenes of earth, 
To meet the duties of her sphere ; 
Her heart 's on Christ and trusts his grace, 
And hopes with peace his call to hear. 

Eye hath not seen, nor ear hath heard 
The perfect joys which are made known 
By Father, Son, and Holy Ghost, 
To all redeemed around his throne. 

She feels unworthy to receive 
The blessings God to her has giv'n, 
And through Christ's righteousness alone, 
Does she expect to enter heav'n. 

When soon my spirit takes its flight, 
May it, dear babe, exult to know 
Thee with an angel's glorious sight, 
Far above look of saints below. 
August 5, 1855. 



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TRUST IN CHRIST. 

Jesus, my Lord, I love thy name ; 
It fills my heart with joy ; 
Fain would I leave this mortal stage, 
To join in Zion's blest employ. 

Thine order is, that I fulfill 
More duties here. Oh ! guide me right, 
May hope's bright star shine on me still, 
And fill my soul with heavenly light. 

May not dark fears weigh down my heart. 
Nor drown my eyes with tears ; 
To all my wants wilt thou impart, 
And thus sustain my fleeting years. 

What thankfulness to thee I owe, 
For all thy mercies to me given ! 
They, like a living river flow, 
With blest foretastes of Heaven. 

While stationed here, with greater zeal, 
May I thy bright example trace, 
That when I'm called to leave these scenes, 
I may behold thy smiling face. 
October 22, 1855. 



PROBATION'S EXPERIENCE. 

O'er sixty * years have fled away, 
And still my course holds out on earth, 
To bless and praise my dearest Lord, 
Who's granted all my need from birth. 



* She was at this time sixty -seven years old. 



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Many, that life began with me, 
Have closed their race with joy ; 
Glories of heaven with rapture see, 
Allelujahs their harps employ. 

Others have wasted grace away ; 
Their hearts refused to own its power ; 
To rocks and hills they looked for stay, 
In death and judgment's solemn hour. 

No claim have I to thy kind care, 
To smiles of Providence around ; 
Distressing pains I oftimes bear, 
Yet mercy's gifts to me abound. 

Thy hand preserves my mortal breath, 
My hope and trust abide in thee ; 
And when I pass the bourne of death, 
To Jesus' face let my soul flee. 



ALONE, AND NOT ALONE. 

Here am I, alone in my room, 
From early morn to latest noon. 
My thoughts and my feelings I try to compose, 
And to quell the tear which sometimes flows, 
When I think I'm alone for so many hours, 
With nothing to call forth my sociable powers. 
I then turn my views from earth to heaven, 
And pray holy influence may be given, 
To help raise my thoughts and feelings above, 
And place them on God, the centre of love, 
Who hath cast my lot in the niche he designed, 
Before he formed my immortal mind, 



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And hath placed me in the very sphere 
Which I feel and know is best for me here ; 
For I was not made for the wars and strife 
Which have often embittered many a life. 
My lines have been cast by still waters, and clear, 
And the sunshine of life has illumined me here. 
Kindness and mercy have to me e'er been shown, 
Though I do sometimes grieve to be so much alone. 
But angels unseen are hovering near, 
Commissioned by God to attend on me here. 
Then no longer say, I am all alone ; 
For Heaven's sweet influence is around me thrown. 
August 18, 1857. 



SPREAD OF CHRISTIANITY. 

How I should love an angel's place, 
To stand before the throne of God ; 
With perfect will his words obey, 
And bear them round to distant worlds. 

Empowered by the King of kings, 
To act the min'st'ring spirit's part ; 
Waft on my wings pardons of love, 
To such as to his mercy flee. 

To all, who hold their anchorage 
Securely cast within the veil, 
And lay aside the bonds of sin, 
As Christ in pity passes by, 

The Sun of righteousness appears, 
Spreading his heavenly rays around ; 
The Holy Spirit 's hovering near, 
And this is sacred ground. 



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With all our soul, we'll hail the day, 
Here on the earth begun, 
When all the world respond and say, 
Father of grace, thy kingdom come. 
March 16, 1S58. 



DECEASE OF FRIENDS. 

Our friends, our friends, they are passing away, 

And we, too, soon shall be gone ; 
We have not the lease of a single day, 

And eternity's hastening on. 

May we each be prepared death's summons to meet, 

Without any dread or fear ; 
And lay our all at the Saviour's feet. 

In his presence with joy to appear. 



PREPARATION. 

Prepare to meet thy God, 
For soon the summons will come 
And then may he say to you, 
Sinner, redeemed, there's room. 



TRUST IN CHRIST. 

A sick chamber, my friends, is never a place 

To prepare to meet your God ; 
The truths of the Gospel you should early embrace 

And submissively bow to the rod. 
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90 MEMORIAL OF MRS. FELT. 

O, what should we do, if we could not cast 

Oar all on a Saviour's love ; 
And feel that his kindness and care will last 

'Till we reach our mansion above. 

When burning with fever and tossing with pain, 
Our thoughts we cannot compose ; 

How happy to feel it has e'er been our aim 
On Jesus' kind arm to repose. 

To feel that though cares and sorrows surround, 
We are safe in our Saviour's love ; 

That we are on sure and substantial ground, 
And hope for the bliss that's above. 



NAMES OF PIECES, ACCORDING TO THEIR YEARS. 

1849. Rest in Christ. 

1854. She Rests in Quiet Beauty. 

1855. Sick Bed — Known as we are Known — Full Assur- 
ance of Hope — Desire to Depart — Little Robins — Little 
Bobolink— My Blessed Lofd— New Year— The Ark. 

1856. The Conjurer Converted — Past Life — I would not 
Live Alway — Canary Bird's Song. 

1858. Communion with God — Sure Rest Above —Pilgrim- 
age. 

1854. Home Duties. 

1855. My Saviour — Desire to be with Christ — Once I was 
Young — Death of a Pious Lady — Age — Visit to Former 
Scenes— I am Weary — Forest Scenes— Self-Examination — 
Great Sun of Righteousness — Beauties of Nature. 

] 857. Where 's Perfection — Submission. 

1858. Nearness of the Saviour — Youthful Days — Look up. 

1859. Spirits of the Just. 

Passing our eyes over these different subjects, 
their author appears before us with her usual amia- 



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ble countenance, strongly expressive of the various 
sentiments which filled her heart, and said to us, 
Be careful for eternity more than time, for God 
more than yourselves. 



Having thus far presented some remains of our 
deceased relative, which are more than ordinarily 
valuable to us, on her account, we come to the 
sorrowful event, that all must soon experience. 

" Death only is the lot, which none can miss, 
And all is possible to Heaven but this. 
The best, the dearest favorite of the sky- 
Must taste that cup, for man is born to die." 

For about a year, up to June 17, 1859, the neu- 
ralgic maladies of Mrs. Felt had so increased in 
their severity, that she could walk abroad but com- 
paratively little. On the day preceding the date 
just named, she enjoyed the calls of several friends. 
But the night immediately succeeding the 16th, 
she manifested dangerous symptoms. In the morn- 
ing, her family physician was called, and he visited 
her several times in the day. She had a severe 
attack of congestion in the brain. Speaking of 
death, she observed, " I am not afraid to die, for 
Christ is my Saviour." Her reason wandered, and 
so continued till she expired. The violence of her 
disease relaxed twice, so that we had encouragement 
that her life would be still spared to us. But our 
disappointment was great. On the third of July, 
she fell into a lethargy, which continued till she 



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breathed her last on the fifth, at night, thirty-two 
minutes past one o'clock. Though the severity of 
her sickness prevented her from conversing but little 
with those around her, on eternal concerns, we have 
consoling cause to believe, that, by timely devoted- 
ness to the Redeemer, he was pleased to grant her 
soul a happy release from her bodily sufferings, and 
an abode with the justified in his mansions of rest. 

" We have the promise of th' eternal truth, 
Those who live well and pious paths pursue, 
To man and to their Maker true, 
Let them expire in age or youth, 

Can never miss 
Their way to everlasting bliss ; 
But from a world of misery and care 
To mansions of eternal ease repair ; 

Where joy in full perfection flows, 
And in an endless circle moves, 
Through the vast round of beatific love, 

Which no cessation knows." 



